An old friend...memories...

Guess who did i saw when i went up the bus to work today? Nah... not Saharah! Hehehe. It was Shaiful~~~!!! OMG!!!

A guy who was one year senior than me and in one way or so, looks almost similiar to me... and has almost the same status as me in secondary school, maybe higher. I took over him as quartermaster and president of malay society, two bodies which I have no say in, where it was decided for me...

To be frank, i did not like him... because there were some comparisons made between him and me, etc. And I dun like to be compared... He is a good guy. I still remember being ticked off by him and hearing him say that he and another prefect pinned very high hopes for me for being the head prefect... yesh, it was my dreams to be head prefect and president of Interact Club when i was in sec 1 and also captain for badminton.

Somehow, i rejected President of Interact Club... haiz... I purposely did not make an effort while was interviewed by the Prinicipal for the chance to be the head prefect... den when i was being ticked off by him that day, i really wanted to tick him off too for a comment that he made... he told me what is so big of being president of Interact Club... Head prefect is much more better (not his exact words, but to some extent)... I was very angry with his comments... but I kept it all in me.

My passion has always been in Interact Club for it has made me who I am now...I nv once forget the gratitude that the club has given me and freedom to be myself and letting me realise that no matter how hard things are, together we make a difference. And whenever, I am in interact, i try to give the same energy and fun during the meetings.

Prefects on the other hand, is a job i dreaded so much in my sec school. The hard thing is booking your very own friend and it is only your job. I only became a prefect because I gave 'face' to my form teacher. Though i left the school, my relationship with my form teacher is very good. I really wanted to be a monitor so badly rather than a prefect. I made it clear to my prefects and interactors too, that when I am a prefect on duty and have to do my duty, I will do it. The prefects who some were interactors, knew this very well. I am a very different person when I am in interact. Very different. And at times, i have to do the scoldings to the prefects because the head prefect had tasked me to do so... can i say no? harlow, its ur job to scold the prefects... i am not the head prefect.. somehow i was potrait as someone who loves to scold, and almost all scoldings will be done by me... haiz... do u think i love scolding ppl? only few ppl know me well.

For those who have know me as a prefect, i seldom smiled and gave a black face... when they greet me, i will just nod my head, at times, ignoring... many called me 'tao' but most of them know that i am not such a person... but that is something the prefects has taught me.. If u want to be fierce to all the ah-bengs, ah-lians, etc, you have to be more fierce to your own prefects... its for their own good.