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Happy~~~!!!

2009-09-09T12:29:00.001+08:00

Froggy no longer waiting for his princess cos' he found one liao. hehehe. so happy~~~!!!

4hrs BREAK!!!! haiz

2008-09-25T16:08:00.003+08:00

Today, I managed to wake up very early for my class which begins at 8.30am. Arrived sch around 8.15am!!! I am having problems waking up early nowadays as i used to have, always waking up around 8-9am plus! hehehe. Was scared that the lecturer would close the doors. lolz

Just ended my MA class at 3pm. Still have another class at 7pm!!!! hate night class and further more its the first class which means that there will be attendance taking and notes taking. Sianz! Plus that i have a 4hrs break in between, and cant eat till 7pm plus due to fasting.... very boring! George and Farhan have ended their classes early.

Will be doing my homework later i suppose. 2hrs more!!!! lolz

Waiting...

2008-09-25T15:57:00.003+08:00

For the past week, something strike into my heart. My dear friend Barti (an online friend from WoW) received a proposal from her bf. So happy for her! She didnt say yes at the first time but said it FINALLY! That's the spirit girl!!!! She even want to sponsor me to go Australia to see her wedding as her BRIDESMAID to which i rejected to her. I am though very interested to visit her in Australia but need some money~~~~!!! So i shall save some money so that i can visit this dear friend of mine.

I was also comforting Princess S and in the space of one day, 2 girls say almost similiar things that whoever is my gf would be very blessed. Hmmm, to me, was honor that those words were mentioned and it meant a lot to me, (dun get me wrong) but I just feel kinda 'insecure'.

However, i think i shall just keep on waiting den though. lolz - dunnoe what to say liao!!!

Been such a long time....

2008-09-25T15:50:00.002+08:00

Been such a long time since i last blogged.

Been such a long time since sch has just started. Though i am happy that school has started, I am a bit scared of my school work and hope that i pass all 5 of my papers next year.

Been such a long time since I ate Macdonalds! lolz still waiting for my date with Ms Q. hehehe. I wonder how it will go. hahaha.

Been such a long time since I last exercised!!!!!!! lolz no joggings for months though the thoughts were there, usually i will skip at the last moment. I have been gaining weight. And my friend in school, has lost quite a considerable weight and i am encouraged to do my joggings on a daily basis like him. Need a bigger motivation other than slimming down.

Been such a long time since i last blogged. Feels good. lolz

Blading at ECP last Sunday

2008-08-05T12:51:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday, Zack, Dawn, BX and i went for a blading session at ECP. Was a bit late, but Dawn was kind enough to wait for me. hehehe

Prior to this, I have only 2 hrs of blading experience. Was a bit scared cos of all them knows how to blade. lolz. Well, after my additional 2 hrs, making my 4 hrs in total for blading experience. I managed to "glide".

Boy, it was TIRING. In the end, Dawn had to 'drag' me. Felt bad as i made her TWICE!!! 1st one was because i wasnt focus and fell. 2nd was because as she was getting a better grip of me, she pulled me but at the same time, i pulled her back which made both of us fall on our BUTTS! painful. poor Dawn :( sorry ar madam. But thanks for helping me. I was reallie tired. hehehe

Went for a makan session after that :)

FINALLY!!!

2008-08-05T12:38:00.002+08:00

Today, after a very very long time, i managed to defeat my best friend in the game of the badminton. YEAH!!! happy!!! hehehe. it has been a very long time.

score was as followed

Match 1 - 23-25 Lost
Match 2 - 21-13 Won
Match 3 - 30 - 28 Won

Yesh. 30-28!!!! lolz that was how nerve-racking was the last match! and boy did we put a fight till the very end. The defining moment was when Wee Yen was leading 19-20 and after a series of returns, it was the net play from me that turned the game 20-20. It was a beautiful return that just managed to flip over the net. SPLENDID! When the game was almost done and over, the extra push to flip the shuttle over the net was the DIFFERENCE. Both of us at many points after 20-20 lead and saw our lead leveled by each other. It was as if, our lives were on the line.

When it was 29-28, and the shuttle hit the net and didnt went over to my court. It was GAME OVER! I won. I dropped to my knees and "roared" to the sound of cheers. FINALLY.

It was a game that i can tell Wee Yen that I did my very best and so did he. In the end, maybe to us, what matters most was the efforts put in. Today's games were gd not only because i won, but because of the quality of play was there. Cheers to that! :)

Badminton with Wee Yen

2008-07-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

Today i wasnt late. lolz 5mins earlier

So we played our badminton matches.

1st match - 23-21. Wee Yen won.
2nd match - 19 -21 I won
3rd match -21 - 14. Wee Yen won.

Lost again! lolz. 1st match was pretty close. I was leading 1-7 only to falter towards the end. Realised that my old friend is getting a bit slow in his reactions and needs more EXERCISE. His big day is next year. Must start training liao. hehe. Not bad, i played gd, my net shots are still gd and my drop shots are still a killer after all these years. Gone are my flying smashes and fast smashes.lolz

After all these years, we still keep in contact and played badminton. He always remind me the passion that i had for badminton. The passion that brings out the best of the person to move to the higher lvl. I lost my passion badminton a long time ago.

Meeting him again next Tues. woot.

packed schedule again~~~!!!

2008-07-27T21:28:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since i last logged on to blog lolz.

There isnt much to blog abt. Kinda lost the interest. Will see how it goes. Might stop blogging.

Somehow, without fail i will be busy with stuffs. lolz. Amazing!! Just realised that i have another packed week ahead and this is despite being jobless and on still school holidays.

Monday - meeting Wee Yen for a game of badminton
Wednesday - rotaract board of directors meeting
Thurs - meeting up with Idris for a prata session
Friday - meeting up with Bearz

Tues is OFF lolz. Saturday and Sunday not confirmed if i am not free too. lolz.

Updates

2008-06-08T22:54:00.006+08:00

Been some time, since i last blogged so here i go, i hope i can remb the things!

Exams
It was first time doing exams all over again. And to be honest, i was pretty uneasy. The UOL papers were reallie hard and the indication of 34 marks as the passing mark, shows why the need to pull the passing marks reallie to that level. It reallie makes me wonder why i took UOL despite knowing this. George, you owe me one!!!! And i nv studied so hard for a paper before, and still unable to answers the questions. Even before answering the questions and just looking at the questions, I have to concede defeat. I can only be comforted by the complaints of the other candidates taking the paper too. Thus, i might take my studies part time instead of full time and look for a job. Waitin for results.

Bangkok Trip
It was my first time being in Bangkok, Thailand. Hmmm, i liked the place very much. Makes me wanna stay there. Ppl are friendly, place is much more better than singapore. Simply love it!

Managed to meet my Thai friends - Tan, Pui, Som, Amp, Hwa and a new Thai friend - Jao. Simply enjoy my time with them. Was teasing poor Pui. hehehe. okok you are na-rak, Pui!!!! hahaha. And i have a thai teacher!!! YEAH!!!!

Was very disappointed in the Thai trip actually, cos' I reallie wanted to do as a grp... Haiz. I can only recall only the breakfasts and one lunch at MBK and one dinner at Siam Paragon (with the Thai friends - dunnoe can count or not) together as a grp. Yesh both idris and i have limited choices which we understand, but i feel more can be improved on. Maybe i am just being selfish.

Badminton with Wee Yen
Been some time since we last played badminton as I had exams. And to be honest, i been lacking fitness. But luckily, managed to do better than expected. The score was 17-21, 21-23, 5-21. Yesh, i lost all 3 straight sets. HAHAHA! but it was all good!we even had one match where there was reallie long rallies with gd positioning of the play. Felt like old times, despite we all panting for breath after the rallies were over. We ate lunch and talked and catched on old times. Looking forward to the next session and to your opening of stall at CHOMP CHOMP!!! I will be there! but i cant eat hor.... how? lolz

4e3 Chalet
Last year, we didnt had any class chalet, so this chalet was something i was looking forward to meeting some old friends like Rina, Kai Ling, Melissa, Angeline, Angela, Shu jia, and Saharah. This time around it wasnt a record timing but 14 out of 15 ppl came for those who replied, which wasnt a bad number. It was reallie fun cooking and talking to them. Took some nice shots too. lolz. It was last long since i met Kai Ling and Melissa, the only girls to come. Hehehe. Kai Ling, was saying that the charcoal was cute. They were all in SQUARES!!!!! and she was busy snapping pictures of them. She was also near the bbq pit helping with the bbq. I reallie didnt need to be near the bbq pit when she was there. So maybe next time, i will just sit down and wait for food to be served by me by Chef Kai Ling. LOLZ. As nite became longer, more and more ppl came. Played Winning Eleven with Ashiq and always narrowly lost!!!!!! Been YEARS since i last played the game, still have some of the skills, so i just need more match practises!!! The only disappointment i guess for me for the chalet was we didnt play soccer, guys!!!! lolz.
We had mixed seafood, prawns, crabsticks, hot dogs, chicken, cocktail and gd friends. Only 3 ppl stayed overnight though!!! Me, Yoke Thye and Idris. Was tired and slept around 1am. Woke up 9.30am. Gd 8.5hrs of sleep. i nv had those long sleeps for a long time. Always sleep around 3-4am or at times 5am. den waking up at 8am regardless. geez

Bowling
Went bowling with Dawn, Ky and 2 more rotarians. My bowling score for 4 games were 133,133,105, 133. 3 times i hit 133. its a sign!!!! 3133 or 1333? lolz felt gd playing the game. Was a bit rusty. Now my shoulders is in pain. After bowling, went to NYDC at holland village. Nv been to NYDC. Had the mudpie and it was nice!!! Went home with 2-3 big bags of bbq stuffs!! hehehe.

Old times with Princess S

2008-05-14T00:36:00.002+08:00

It has been 11 years.... a very long time. Old 'fond' memories pop up with Princess S while talking to her on MSN. lolz.

Memories where I 'chased' after her, with the love letter, the recording of the cassette tape were all fond memories. Princess S said that i was persistent that she was scared. Apologised to her and she also apologised for being childish and 'running away'. She also remb an incident where i went to the canteen to buy milk for her when she was having cramps, which i cant remb. lolz. likewise, the moments where i sat beside her during malay classes during sec 4. Also thank her for the smiley face cushion. It was a gift cos' i broke my smiley face and i reallie like the smiley face. Till today, its still in my house with a different cover.

Told her that she could tell her grand children that there was a mad psycho who liked her during her sec sch days. She was kinda surprised that i remb all the incidents, to which i replied that i remb all the awkard incidents and was traumatised. lolz.

Will miss her when shes away in Australia. Nobody to talk to liao. Thanks for hearing my ramblings. And it was nice meeting you today, though i was a bit speechless, I shall remb ur words, you are not that scary!!! but very scary!!!! LOLZ.

Talked till 1am, till she didnt realised it was 1am. U are getting old liao NOT me. hehehe. Anyway, enjoy urself in Australia. Dun get me chocolates hor... lolz. take care Princess S~~~!!

What I have decided

2008-05-01T16:28:00.003+08:00

From effect from 1st May, these are the things i have decided over what i will do in the forseeable future:

1) Do Well in My Exams
Got to reallie push myself to do reallie well, the motivation is to get to a better future.

2) Get a part-time job
Yes, I have been harping on this issue for a very long time, but this time, i am very serious. Finding work on the last week of May and hopefully starting work on 1st week of June.

3) Get myself fitter and healthier
I am going to jog more on a regular basis with 3 times a week. Preferably - Tues, Thurs and Sat/Sun. Including less MacDonalds meals, coke. I have been drinking fruit drinks for the past month and everyday doing my night crunches on my abs that i did in my tekong days.

4) Aiming to finish my driving license too
Yesh, believe or not i am thinking of driving and planning to do it during my university days before i graduate which is one year ahead. So once i found a part -time job, den i will book my advance theory. I been hesistant for a few reasons but i think i should be financially sound if everything is in place.

Well its abt time i prove u guys wrong. So wish me all the best!

April's Fool Day = My Younger Brother's Bday

2008-04-03T09:46:00.003+08:00

1st April to most of us, would be a day of pranks and jokes. But to me, its a day of celebration cos its my younger brother's bday.

So we ordered MacDonalds and I ended up on the receiving end with a bloated up stomach. I have eaten 1 Grilled Chicken Foldover, 2 McNugget, 1 BigMac and 1 Apple Pie at the end of the day. Felt so full. There were 2 apple pies leftovers.. and I was so tempted to finish it but because i was soooo FULL, i passed on that wonderful opportunity.LOLZ. Had to eat the BigMac cos nobody wanted to eat it and everyone has taken their share and was full. Me, being the one not to waste any food, ate the Big Mac 1 hr later and my younger brother teased me - OMG you have a big stomach!!!

Honestly, I can reallie eat a lot. But nowadays, I cant, mainly due to the fact that if i eat more now, i will be fat unlike the young days where no matter how much i eat, i will still be thin. LOLZ.
So yesh, to prevent such things, I am trying my best to curb my MacDonalds craving and unfortunately go for joggings...

Reflections

2008-04-03T09:22:00.002+08:00

It has been a very long 2 years with many highs and lows. Maybe a bit too boring. Slowly, I am changing myself. For the next year or so, I have decided on a few things.

1) Studies - Aiming for for 1 class honours.
Seems quite impossible with a UOL degree, but I am giving my 200% for it. Since poly year 2, studies was not as impt to me, not sure why... being said so, my results weren't that bad. I used to enjoy being the top 10 in primary school, top 40 in sec 1, etc. Its abt time i bring back my brains and work hard on it.

2) Part- time Work
Yesh, I have been saying this for the past years. And this year, during June, I am going for a part-time work. Thinking of applying either at Starbucks of CoffeeBeans (despite me not liking coffee), as i feel that it would be a gd working experience for me. I always love working in the F & B line. Another option, would be Cathay. A friend is working there, but hes the manager. And I already told him my interest and said that I love working the night shift till the wee hours. I have always working in the wee hours... dunnoe why. A habit picked up during my BK days I suppose. And its most likely going to be a job that works from afternoon to night and maybe no off days cos of my school.

3) Rotaract Club
Its abt time, I come out of my shell and be more interactive and make myself more known like the interact days in sec sch.

So with these 3 main things, there will be less time for meeting up friends, so in advance, I have to apologize if I cant make it for the gatherings, etc. Being say so, its not that i am going to cut off my ties, I will still try my utmost best to meet you guys but there will be situations where i cant be able to meet u due to my work, etc. Whatever it is, you guys will always be in my heart. :)

Prata Session again! Woot!

2008-03-12T23:08:00.002+08:00

Idris smsed and asked if i were free for dinner in which we decided to go to Prata House. Chia Jun also joined us. With gd company, obviously the food was nice and we talk, talk and talk.

Long time nv meet Chia Jun, so it was refreshing to see him and we kinda talk a lot, some old memories came back with a girl came to our minds. Esther!! Hehehe. Asked him and was updated that she was getting married and somehow almost called the wedding off. Teased him last time, there was this girl, who was massaging my shoulders... and i couldnt say no to her...cos it was kinda weird that she just offered if she could massage my shoulders. It was nice of her. Somehow, it was a pretty gd massage to be honest. Told CJ that she wun probably remember me since it was only a one time-off that we met up. CJ replied that she does and was abt to call her when something cropped up.

Alas, all gd things must come to an end. Learnt a new joke by Idris. lolz. interesting.

Di Yi Ci and Tong Hua English Translations. hehehe

2008-03-11T02:39:00.002+08:00

I just simply love Guang Liang's songs!!! and i just went to see the translations to get a deeper appreciation of the songs. hehehe.

Di Yi Ci (First Time)
When you look at me, I haven't opened my mouth
You've already figured out, I'm still not certain
I still haven't filled your requests

Is it that I'm thinking too much, or that you are also avoiding?
If you've really chosen me, I'll muster up the courage to accept
Unwittingly, my line of sight has begun to become evasive

Oh, the first time I said I loved you
Breathing was hard, my heart wouldn't stop trembling
Oh, the first time I held your two hands
I lost my way, didn't know where I was walking
That's the reason for us to be in love
That's the two of us protecting each other (to me)

Oh, the first time I kissed your deep dimples
I wanted to be sober, but I became giddy
Oh, the first time you laid down on my chest
We didn't part for 24 hours
That was the first time I knew what "everlasting and unchanging" meant

I feel that you are a part of me, I feel your pupils
It's the first time deciding, it can't be wrong

Tong Hua (Fairy Tale)
I've forgotton how long I haven't heard you
Tell your favorite story to me
I've thought so long, I'm starting to be confused
Is it because I did something wrong again?

Crying, you tell me-- fairytales are all lies
I couldn't possibly be your prince
Maybe you don't understand: ever since you said you loved me
The stars in my sky all lit up

I'm willing to (want to) (will) become
The angel you love in that fairytale
Open my two hands, they'll become wings to protect you

You must believe, believe we are like that fairytale story
We'll live happily ever after*

We'll write our "ever after" together

Rain rain go away, come again another day...

2008-03-11T01:42:00.002+08:00

It was raining all day long.....

Thus, it was a gd day to sleep. LOLZ. slept for 3 hrs. woke up and wanted to study but it was still raining so decided not to study.

I was utterly bored to death. I have not renew my WoW game subscription as i know i wun focus on my studies. Yet again the boredom is killing me. Disturbed my small brother as usual and it will be probably be this way all week due to the march school holidays.

This week schedule seems ok... Idris is meeting up for a prata session with me, IMH session on Saturday and maybe a jog with my NS friendsday on sun... from bishan to macritchie. OMG.. which i hope not to go!!! cos i hate jogging. lolz. If i was in secondary sch, i wun mind lolz. Oh yah... maybe play badminton with wee yen, tomorrow shall sms. lolz.

I so badly want to play bowling!!! shall jio some friends and see how it goes.

Talk to Naa the other night and it was actually very late! omg and she was still awake... couldnt sleep due she likes dancing. didnt know that Naa wasnt into dancing and she doesnt seem to be the dancing type (she will probably kill me if she reads this!) Naa got me to tell her some of my past which was my dancing past. lolz. hehehe. Maybe one day, both of us can show one another our dance moves.... but me damn rusty!!! lolz.

W change the World :)

2008-02-29T00:45:00.003+08:00

lolz. just watched L change the World today but i prefer W change the World. HAHAHA!!!

Watched with secondary sch friends - Idris, Yong Kai, Kevin, Ashiq and Yoke Thye. We are pretty close imo. As usual, the common kite flyers - Alvin and Chia Jun.

Find the show not bad. Found L to be reallie very smart. For those ppl, who think hunched backs are uncool, think again!!! lolz. And he eats a lot of SUGAR!!! OMG. DIABETTES!!! lolz. A story full of riddles.

Some of the movies that i want to watch if possible, Meet the Spartans!!! lolz. Maybe PS I love you. Heard from some friends that its a very very nice show. Maybe i will watch it alone lolz.

Badminton. Finally!!! lolz

2008-02-28T23:13:00.002+08:00

Yesh finally, after such a long time, it seems the old aggresive player that i used to be is slowly coming back. The smashes, the uncanny switching of sides strokes and net play is coming back and a bit aggresive.

I lost passion in playing badminton. It used to be my passion until i lost it halfway as i realised that i was not being realistic. I had dreams of being number 1 in the world and i simply this fantastic badminton player - Arbi Haryanto (hope i spelt correctly his name... I know its Arbi).

So the first set was pretty gd. Losing to Wee Yen 21-16. Pretty close game with some gd shots made. 2nd set was the game of my life. lolz!!! after some time, i finally won 20-22. Very close game!!! And i was trailing behind by 4-5 points but rallied back to win the game. It got me pumped up for the final game, in which Wee Yen raced to a 11-5 lead and i tot it was over... but i didnt gave up and did all i could. Lost 21-17. Not bad! I used to win Wee Yen comfortably in the old days but eversince i lost the passion, i didnt win a game since after.

But credit to Wee Yen too for improving leaps and bounds. It feels gd coming back slowly, improving on my strokes, minimizing my mistakes. Next week, i will stop all my fancyful play and play some basic games. Oh yeah, we had more rallies this time, which showed we are also improving our game. :)

Studyin time for me

2008-02-27T01:05:00.002+08:00

Mock Exams will be around the corner, next Wed first paper!

Timetable:

05/03 Wed:
10.00am -1.00pm - PSOC

08/03 Sat :
10.00am - 1.00pm - HRM
2.00pm - 5.00pm - PMKG
*hands going to break*

10/03 Mon:
10.00am -1.00pm - POA

got 2 papers on a Saturday! :( Going to mug, mug, mug. So long nv mug liao. ><
hungry hungry... going to grab something to eat.

feeling down...

2008-02-24T05:31:00.002+08:00

yesh i haven slept... partially its because i was playing game, while the other was the main reason why i am feeling down.

when i m feeling down, i listen to very sad songs... lolz. listen to one song that brought me tears... haiz... n another which was bittersweet cos its a song which had 2 meanings to me. A very gd friend taught me this song and this song is to a certain meaningful to me due to it being reflected on my love life...

haiz... now suddenly sleepy

CNY Gathering with NS and Rotaract friends

2008-02-20T12:33:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday, went to house visiting to 2 of my friends' houses. Before that, my NS friends and I met up for a breakfast prata session and enjoyed the food and company as usual. As usual too, the frequent teasing of who's getting married first and the dates!!! i proposed to Yip to book 20th Sept 2009 (20.09.2009) as his ROM date, in which Val and Steph think its a gd date too. lolz.

After our breakfast, we went to Des house as he had invited us to his house for a CNY gathering. There, got to see his family, neighbour and cousins too. We all played UNO, in which i lost horribly. lolz. I am usually lucky... but no luck. Soon after, we all played 'Tai Ti'. First game, lost, the next 2 games came first. like usual. LOLZ.

Soon, i had to go and i rushed all the way to Woodlands to meet up with Yogi as we have arranged to meet up before going to our club member's house. Poor Yogi donated her blood and i could see that her left arm was not moving, it was numb. loz. maybe i will join u next time in May. Not sure... see first.

Reached club member house a bit a late. Like usual, it was all great fun and gd company meeting the club members. Met dawn and she show me the item that she had got. hehehe. Hope whatever it is, wish u all the best hor. :)

Playing with the Air!!

2008-02-19T22:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, met up with Wee Yen for our planned weekly badminton session. The funny part was this... i tot it was at yishun so i crossed the bridge and while on the bridge, i missed the bus... while waiting, a few sms exchanges were made between the both of us.

To my surprise, i realised it was not at yishun but at yio chu kang!!! so i made my back to the other side and while on the bridge i missed the bus. AGAIN!!! On my way, Wee yen called and told me that the court was booked for a tournament from 12pm onwards. I looked at my watch and it was 11,15am!! Make my way to the booking counter and the auntie told me...cant book... den i was wondering how did my friend booked it online... didnt want to complained much, i gave way and walked towards the sports hall.

There, we talked and talked. We didnt played and made our way to lunch at NYP soon after. Before that we picked up Wee Yen's wife which we all gave a big welcome by waving and jumping frantically at the deserted bus stop. lolz. seems like the old days. Could see his wife laughing and smiling. lolz. To which his wife replied, when wee yen sees u he becomes crazy. lolz.

it was gd to see an old friend, a very close friend. Nice to even know after the distance that we been thru' we are still as close as ever.

Happy Valentine's Day

2008-02-14T09:24:00.002+08:00

To all my friends, happy valentine's day!!!!!!!!!

As usual for me, I would celebrate Valentine's Day by sending out smses to my friends!!! what to do... no girlfriend...Hahaha. haiz... i think only last year's v-day was interesting. I gave a girl a v-day gift and i made the poor girl come out of her house to receive her gift despite her being ill. Me bad ar... lolz

Okok enough said. To all my friends and my dearest bearz , thank you for being there when i needed u all the most. I hope that our friendship will be stronger with each passing year. Despite me not being there at times, I hope that u can find in ur heart to forgive me for moments like this. My friend, should u need any listening ear, i would always be there for you, just give me a sms, call or send out ur telephatic signals, and ur SUPER FROG will come to the rescue. hahaha

okok enjoy ur day guys and girls!!!!

Updates

2008-02-14T09:17:00.002+08:00

Its been some time since i last blogged!! lolz. A quick update den.

Past few days have been kinda suay for me... i cant remb clearly... but definitely a bit suay... there was a moment where i tot i lost my wallet... only to find my wallet under my bed!!! lolz

But for the record, i have to say this year's CNY is the most suay i ever been... arrgghhh cant remb what happened... i know i ate Mac 2-3 days straight =.=''... realised that i only had like tidbits for the whole day instead of my usual break cum lunch and dinner..... lolz

hope it would be a better year ahead for me!!

left knee still hurts... haiz

2008-01-27T02:33:00.000+08:00

Eversince i last jogged last thursday night, there is this stiff lingering pain on my left knee ligament... shouldnt exert myself that night... cos my knee was kinda hurt while jogging... but told myself to finish the jog. I even sprinted to the very end. lolz.

the pain is always there. be it i dun move... or with the slightest move, i can feel the pain. tomorrow i might skip badminton with Dawn... shall see first... if i am very on, i will just play badminton... but using placement shots, which involves very little running. Placement shots are shots where it is difficult for opponents to return back the service of play given to a point, where the opponent is running more than yourself. Used to be very gd in it... now okok-okok only.

Shall see tomorrow den..

Oh yah my right shoulder have somehow recovered. its feeling better despite complaining the night before to Yogi aby my right shoulder... Enjoy ur new sewing machine!!

tired...

2008-01-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

been jogging for the past 3 days continuously. lolz. not bad.. hope i can maintain this.

while walking back, was gazing the skies... got a lot of stars!!! too bad bestest friend wasnt there. hehehe. somehow i stopped 2 times unlike the previous days... left knee was kinda in pain. Right shoulder also a bit sored... totally clueless!!! lolz.

I am just doing short jogs atm. this year... one of my difficult resolutions is to jog daily and top of that to reduce the number of times to me eating at MacD. As of today, it has been 5days... planning to go as long as i can. I am also watching what i am eating. lolz. Also no dinner after 7pm preferably.

With this, I hope u all can see the new me. LOLz!

Bday Jog ><

2008-01-23T10:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went jogging on my bday. I think will do this every year just before midnight. Was playing Boo Bearz sms. lolz.

made some resolutions this year or things i would like to improve as a person. Will write in the next blog. Got to go to class.

Thanks for the Birthday wishes~~~!!!

2008-01-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

*PS: I have edited some of my friends who wished me as at today, 23rd Jan, 5.37pm.*

Today is my bday~~~!!! WOOT!!! lolz. Left till 1hr to my own special day. Despite being a special day, I spent the day normally like any normal day. The celebrations were all done prior actually. Hehehe.

Nonetheless, I would like to thank the following ppl for wishing me bday~~~!!
Order is in who wished me first!!! hahaha. apologies if i forgot.

1) Idris!!! lolz
2) Aini - thanks! love you alwayz
3) Qin Wei - almost broke down after receiving her well wishes. Was touched!! thanks!
4) Ting Yi - thanks for nice well tot sms.
5) Yip - yah no treat. bo liao.
6) George - thanks my fellow babi! lolz
7) NS friends - Des, Jun Hao, Alex
8) Joanne - forget that this lady wished me via MSN. so paiseh!!!! hehehe.
9) Sheena - ty! sorry i nv replied u via MSN. was sleeping. hehehe. tired
10) Saharah - thanks! poor girl changed her MSN nick to "Happy bday Old Man!" lolz. appreciate it though.
11) Dawn - thanks! just in time. hehee
12) Winnie - one day late!!! lolz. but appreciate it anyway. :)

So yah... soon i am going for a short jog and will make a wish just before Midnight!!! lolz

thanks for all the well wishes guys. Getting rdy for my jogging session. If there is any last minute sms. I will edit it. Take care guys!

Cakes!!!! My favourite

2008-01-21T12:49:00.000+08:00

Mum bought a cake as it was nearing my bday over the weekends. Its been some time since we all bought cake. And my mum bought a SECRET RECIPE cake!!!! My favourite choice of cakes!!! (I just finished a piece of cake.. hehehe) Mum bought chocolate indulgence which is very sinful with chocolate cream which is a delight to every chocolate lovers!!!

I love cakes and i can nv get enough of it. My youngest bro is also alike. We go crazy when we see cakes. lolz. i think she bought 2kg cos it was very big... but with me and my youngest bro, its nv enough. now only left with 1 piece... dun dare to eat more... haiz more jogging lolz

1st posting of the Year~~~!!!

2008-01-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

Been some time since i last blogged. In fact, a total of 20 days! lolz. so some updates from me. :P

Today: Had 2nd session with IMH. It went smooth and it was much better than the Christmas Party imo. Volunteers were short of.. but somehow thanks for my wonderful ex-interactors who came to support and make up the numbers but they did more than that. Felt that they were stars for the day and everyone had a wonderful time. At the end of it all, i was tired yet deeply satisfied. WOOT! 4 more mths!!! hehe (Feb, taking a break)

Yesterday: Met up with club members. Despite the small turnout, we all had fun!!! lolz. ET's cooking was nice and fabulous. We were all talking and eating and moments like this, is where i just simply enjoyed with nice food and company.

Thurs: Went to class and received a call in the morning by KY informing that one of friend's grandma had passed away and asked if I wished to attend the wake, which i attended. Met up with Dawn and love being with Dawn. Despite being angry with me on the comments that i made towards her, she still managed to smile and laugh at me.. not many girls can do that hor. We all had a great time catching up. After the wake, both KY and myself headed to Casuarina for our late supper at one of our favourite's prata places. Food was fantastic. Was happy and glad that the standards have been met and restored unlike my previous visit.

Wed: Skipped class. lolz Geo smsed me hes not going to sch... so decided not to go as its very dull to go alone.

Tues: Bearz Outing~~~!!! Met the Bearz for Snr Bear's bday and my bday celebrations as both our bdays fall in the same month. Went to Fish and Co. at AMK Hub. Boo Bear and Jnr Bear came together.. and Jnr Bear kept on saying that the malay girl is very pretty and kept on telling me to make the move.... *Faints* lolz. It was really an enjoyable time for me. Again didnt talk much but listen more lolz. Took some photos too!!! Need to post it. lolz. After our dinner, we went to the nearby MacDonald and had "supper". Talked a bit more and i was already tired. lolz.
We soon parted ways and Boo Bear, Yogi and I had some "candid" shots together while walking towards the train platform. I love the pic that Boo Bear and I were in!!!! lolz. Its currently my MSN pic. hehehe.

Mon: Cant remb!!! lolz

Since its nearing my bday, i made a wish and hopefully it will come true. Maybe at the end of the year, i will tell you the wish. Hehehe. Bored... maybe go jogging later... shall see

Happy New Year~~~!!!!

2007-12-31T00:26:00.000+08:00

A year has passed in the blink of an eye.

Many things and encounters had happened during this 2007. Very happening 2007. Many ups and downs!!! lolz. This year i have been more healthy conscious in jogging sense, need to improve on my takings on MacDonalds. Very hard leh... but i will do strive to keep it to the minimum. The jogging sessions with my bestest friend has always been fun and hopefully will continue in 2008 yeah? Also badminton sessions with wee yen too!!!

I also want to cut down on my MacDonalds. Get a part time job. And hopefully fall in love with my lost princess. hehehehe. I also want to have more blading sessions and maybe bowling sessions too. i just realised that 2008 will be a "B" year!!!! Badminton, Blading, Bowling... HAHAHA!!! ><

*holds my hands together, closing my eyes, making a wish* okok i made a wish. hopes it come true. And next year comes countdown, i want to PARTY~~~~!!! lolz.

124,134, 102,132 Bowling!!!! WOOT

2007-12-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

Today, went out with Des, Yipster, Val, Steph and Chewie for prata session. WOOT so long nv meet them liao. >< Des was giving a treat but i just ordered 2 plain and 1 egg onion pratas.. lolz. so little rite? aiyah dun want to "tok" Des lah.

After our prata session, we went to play bowling!!!! WOOT!!! Did pretty well!!! so happy. strikes, spares and the ocassionally unlucky ones. Could have gotten more... bowling bowl was going straight to the pins... and normally the pins would drop... but didnt dropped. -_-'' the 150 number of pins will be my target now.

They all say i am pro!!! but i not gd lah... okok only lah.. but reallie enjoyed myself. played 5 games!!!!!!!!!!! expensive too!!! lolz

After the bowling, we went to Rochor Beancurd to eat!!! yummy yum~~~!!! hehehe. had a wonderful time together. seeya all another time

Lost Princess..............................

2007-12-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

Okok something is bothering me... last thursday, when it was Hari Raya Haji, met up with my cousins and they were all like married. Married with kids. haiz... And come to think of it... i haven even been in a relationship before... the thought is SCARING me.... haiz... is there something wrong with me?

I am not fussy with my choices... but of cos it must be of some chemistry and liking to one another. At times, i wait too long for the chance to just slip past me... just because i want it to be sure that she also has the same feelings towards me... i dun think i can handle another rejection honestly nor do i handle it in a gd way. sometimes, i want to say really gd things... but i just cant bring to say it... cos it will be weird... so badly want to say... but i cant...

haiz... really long for my lost princess. i really think that if i like the person... i should just tell the person my feelings... sometimes... i want to... but i cant... HAIZ...

Club Christmas Gathering~~~!!!

2007-12-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

Woot!!! Just came back from the Club christmas gathering~~~~!!! Always enjoy such thingy!!! Went to Dawn's place to celebrate!!! I love her so much~~~~!!!! hehehe.

Was teasing her abt her friend. lolz. sorry if i overdo it. hehehe. Overall, I enjoyed myself. There were some crazy laughters along the way and of cos the accompany of gd friends and food! :)
Simply FANTASTIC!!!!

okok i am tired. drained all my energy!!! Dawn's salad very nice I like... will ask her for recipe next time!!! hehehe.

Christmas Party with Bearz Part 2

2007-12-19T16:37:00.000+08:00

Orhhhh... didnt know that it was not my advanced happy bday present!!! the $100 adidas voucher is a christmas gift from the BearZ!!!! ohhhh so nice of you all!!! thank you thank you so much!!! dw i wun expect much for my bday though. :)

And i forgot to mentioned the Keychain on top of the calculator received from her. So sorry!!!that i got from Jr Bear!!!! I got a F.B.I Keychain which stands for Female Body Inspector. Lolz!!!

can we go carousel once a year? Lolz!!! i love that place!!!

Christmas Party with IMH/Orchard outing

2007-12-16T00:14:00.001+08:00

Had my first session with IMH - Christmas Party with IMH. Hope it was nice. Was a bit messy here and there... but yeah its done!!! WOOT

Sung a few songs, played games, volunteers interacted and mingled well with the patients. Overall okok bah. More can be improved on though... cos i forgot abt the prizes for the patients for the game. haiz... lolz.

Nvm it will be better next time.

Den we all decided to head out for makan... went to AMK Banquet with Zack, Dawn, Winnie, ET, BX and Ben. Talked for a while... and i still dunnoe who is the one that likes Dawn!! arrggh!!! Anyway, i really hope that Dawn found her prince cos shes a really nice person and if i may add, will be a wonderful person to have in ur life. :)

After that went to Orchard as Dawn needs to go shopping. Dawn bought several stuffs and was in this 'Hello Kitty' shop for some time. lolz. she was still deciding to make her total purchase $80 to get the free key chain. Just accompanied her throughout her shopping as I think she would need some opinions and no girls around her. Sorry if my remarks were a bit truthful, i will promise to make it less 'hurtful'

Met Ky and we all had dinner at this place at Cineleisure which i think was not bad. and somemore HALAL!!!! OMG. 2 gd halal places that i know of now!!! Will bring u bearz there. Affordable too!!! $12-14 only :)

Ky sent me home. Phone was no batt so paiseh yogi abt the jog thingy. in the end, postphoned it to tomorrow... too tired liao... okok i will take a rest soon.. these days i sleep very early!!! 12am-1am.. usually 3-4am lol... dunnoe why. hahaha

Bearz Christmas Gathering~~~!!!

2007-12-15T23:57:00.001+08:00

Last Tuesday, bearz met up for our Christmas Gathering!!! Its always a period of time when i will try my very best to surprise this special grp of friends.

This year, I decided to give them angel earrings. They have always been there for me, always lending me a ear whenever i needed. I hope this year gifts meets ur expectations, bearz. Wanted to get different earrings for each of the bearz... but i scared you all might not like it and the angel earrings were very pretty.

This year we all went to Carousel, a pretty nice place and definitely a must for me for my future girlfriend. A very nice place with gd ambience. Love it!!!! Fantastic! A gd place to propose too!!! Its always gd to propose on the location of the first date. I think it would be more meaningful.

Tried sashimi and didnt quite like it... to be honest, i wanted to vommit it... wait wait before that i was smartly dressed for the occasion hor... with a tight shirt though lolz... back to the food. after that, i decided to grab the other food... was actually trying to go for the soups.. but was a bit afraid it would be greedy... so just took pasta and it was VERY NICE!!!! Simply fell in love it!!! Anyone wanna go there again? i just want to eat the pasta!!!! of cos that wasnt the only food that i went for... basically didnt dare to take so many food cos i dun want to waste food esp with all the spread laid on the table...

I was a bit greedy on dessert cos i am always a dessert fanatic... i took a lot of it... hehehe. okok next time i take a bit lesser. lolz.

It was den time for gifts. Nice of Jr Bear to give me a calculator as i always borrow calculator from my sis or bro. thanks! And i got an advanced happy bday present from the bearz!!!!! $100 ADIDAS voucher. WOOOTTTT!!! THANKS!!! Got a calendar from Boo Bear, got a message in bottle from Senior Bear and got a self-decorative cup from Yogi! Thanks ladies!!! No matter how big or small ur gifts, I love you all always~~~!!! Hope you enjoy my gifts. ><

Bearz Christmas Party~~~!!!

2007-12-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

Badminton Sessions are back!!!

2007-12-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

For the past Mondays, Wee yen and i have decided to do our badminton sessions since it has been a while since we all get together and for some fond memories i suppose.

Gone are the days where we will imagine having our 'crushes' supporting us and when we win, we will always dedicate the win to our crush. lolz. miss those days. Also, further more, we tot of how in the past, we were able to go Mac daily and still pay for the court!!!! lolz... amazing!!!

We updated each other with me doing a lot of updates as i tend not to update ppl at all at times. So basically, told him abt this year abt my love life... lolz.

Nonetheless, i am looking forward to our badminton days. And i finally won agst him 2 sets straight. Wee yen has been a better player so far in our later years in secondary sch.. used to win lots agst him... but guess his passion, determination and love for badminton is still pretty much there... i hope to rediscover my love for badminton again one day.

The Hero

2007-11-23T00:10:00.001+08:00

Watched "The Hero - The Movie" with Idris tonight. Eversince, i heard that it was going to be screened on the movies, i knew that i could not afford to give it a miss, cos' i love the drama series when i was younger.

The show, is abt a young prosecuter who goes all his way, even in small cases, just to bring the message that no matter, in all these cases, there are stories behind these and most importantly the victims affected. And that is why i feel at times, when i watched this show, i wanted to be a lawyer. In the drama series also, the young prosecutor also falls in love with his assistant and vice-versa but both kept their silence, which makes the series more appealing to watch too.

Nonetheless, the movie did not disappoint me at all, as i love the movie. All casts were all the same even the deputy chief, which was reallie nice. FANTASTIC. I like the last scene of the movie though. The bartender as usual nv fail to amaze me with his cooking skills, or should i say his capacity of cooking dishes that is always hard to find. He may look like a tough guy, but he is all soft inside. Hehehe. Reallie enjoy the show despite it being 2hrs 10mins. Love it!!!

Somehow, the show also got a scene which so called reflect my current feelings. haiz... hehehe. When the young prosecuter met a former client who was serving his jail sentence, the client told him that he was happy and will be seeing his wife, as his wife were as beautiful as the ocean. He was on his death bed as he was in the later stages in cancer treatment. He asked the young prosecuter one qn - "Have you found her (the one) yet?" haiz... my answer was definitely a NO... haiz...but hey it was a NICE MOVIE

It is one of the NICE MOVIES this year that i have watched so far. Great year of movies, as i found a lot of movies which was nice. Idris and I are planning to watch another movie show - I AM LEGEND. Woot!!!!!!

Losing hope...

2007-11-22T10:26:00.000+08:00

Haiz... these past few days... i been down a bit...

Been thinking abt my love life... and i think that i might nv meet Ms Right.... haiz.... i dunnoe... just feel bothered abt this. In all my years... no gf at all... haiz... something is wrong den... i reallie dunnoe... at times, when i like the person... i will tend to wait, wait and wait.

And to be honest, i am losing hope in finding Ms Right. I might not even get to marry. I guess age is catching up with me and seeing my friends and cousins attached, does at times makes me vulnerable...

I really yearn for somebody to be there for me when in my moments of happiness, sadness, laughters and wackiness... and sadly i dun think this will ever come soon... or maybe not at all...
losing hope fast...

dun worry, i am just letting this out rather than keeping it inside me.

Happy 1 Year Friendship Anniversary!!!!

2007-11-16T14:06:00.000+08:00

Happy 1 Year Friendship Aniversary, Dear~~~~!!! hehehe

Having you as a friend, definitely makes my life more interesting and brighter of cos. I have always enjoyed the moments with you and I hope you feel the same way too. There were times where we dun see eye to eye on certain things and i hope that if I had any shortcomings on my side, pls forgive me. hehehe.

Cheers to many future anniversaries~~~~!!! Remb hor 16th Nov~~~!!!! Or else I will cry. Lolz. Just joking. Love you always. Take care.

Walk, walk, and walk

2007-11-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today met Geo for lunch at MacDonalds and was supposed to do our POA assignment. But the bloody Geo had other things in mind.... -_-'' so had to accompany him around looking for the jacket for his special one. Pretty weird for me to give comments... as i dun have a clue abt his special one abt her likings... as Geo dun even tell me things...

But nonetheless, accompany walk here, walk there and we went all the way to PS to look at a certain shop. I was really impressed with the shop. Cant name the shop or what it has... has maybe i might be getting bearz things from there... but the qn would be... will I have the time to do it? haiz.... seems hard... i already 'booked' their Christmas gifts. Hehehe.

Alas, today was not my day... as somehow i already knew that the meeting up with Princess S would not go as planned. I was feeling down as i was looking pretty much forward to meeting her. Like a sense of deva ju, i had a hunch that she would not be able to make it. Somehow, for the past few weeks, we have been talking very often on MSN. Call me silly or stupid... cos' I still hold a candle for her. But i know that nothing will happen. haiz haiz... maybe its possible... but for the moment... i rather let nature be. As bearz say... got to find ppl who will appreciate me... so now me waiting for that special person to appreciate me lor.... hope it wun be that long. lolz

So met up Idris in the evening for dinner. Idris had 10% discount on breeks but i decided to go for some Cahaya food. lolz. And i didnt know he was giving me a treat. If i know, i would have chosen Breeks. Thanks ar, Idris. Den we walked all the way from Far East Plaza to John Little and had 'supper' at MacDonald. Far sia... and was walking around with Idris as Idris was looking for clothes. Had vanilla milkshake and Idris had strawberry sundae. Den, idris decided to play a game of riddle... which chain started a series of riddles and jokes. LOLz. Was very funny!!!!! lolz.
Will share it at the class chalet. if there is.. lolz.

tired.... walk here walk there. haiz...

A GAME OF LOVE

2007-10-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

Something i chanced upon a long time ago. a very nice story

A GAME OF LOVE

Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone in the park one night....
Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world
Jasmine: I think so... All of my friends have boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in this world without any special person in our lives
Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30days and youwill be my boy friend
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i don't anything to do for the following weeks...

DAY 1:They watch their first movie and theywere both touched by a romantic film

DAY 4:They went to the beach and have apicnic...Daniel and Jasmine have their quality timetogether

DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride on a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and shetouched Daniel's hand but she touchedsomeone else's hand and they both laughed...

DAY 15:They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune teller said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time of your life... Spend the rest of your time together happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes

DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hilland they saw a shooting star...Jasmine mumbled something

DAY 28:They sat on the bus and because of a bumby roadJasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident

DAY 29:11:37pmJasmine and Daniel sat in the park wherethey first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road
Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all
Daniel: Wait for me....20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel and he is critical in the hospital
11:57pm - The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocket
Jasmine reads the letter and it says:Jasmine, This past few days, i realizedyou are a really cute girl and i am really falling for you..Your cherish smile your everything when we played this game..... Before this game would end...I would like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my life.... I love you Jasmine....Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I love you...Remember that night when we saw a shooting star,I mumbled something... I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game.Please don't leave me Daniel.... I love you! You cannot do this to me!"Then the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumpingTHEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY........
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Moral of the Story:Always Ask the Fortune Teller More Abt Such Things... HahahaOn a Serious Note: LOVE is not a GAME. If you LOVE Somebody, Tell them How Much They Mean To YouFor You Never Know When U Will Your Love ONes Again,Cherish Every Minutes, Seconds with your Loves Ones

Wedding songs~~~~!!!

2007-10-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

Feeling a bit under the weather... coughing and a slight fever has come to pay me a visit. My old gd friends. Hehehe.

Was listening to some songs. Suddenly came across a nice wedding song. I already tot of a song - This I Promise You By N*Sync as we walked down the aisle. Somehow i am not like the ordinary malay guy... why cant malay weddings be grand?

So chance abt this beautiful song - Back at One by Brian McKnight.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdRem-daF-A * provided by YouTube.com

A sad MTV song. A bit confusing at first... but the ending solves all the missing links.
Personally, I feel Brian McKnight is a v. gd singer. He has one more song - 6,8, 12. Very nice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXMZsBj3w1U

okok going to bed...

Cant sleep....

2007-10-28T03:04:00.000+08:00

cant seem to be able to sleep....

weird... at times i will go to bed at 4am these past few weeks... cant let this go on...got to keep to the timing of 2am must go to sleep at the very most. I am so awake that at times, i dun feel like sleeping...

feel like an insomniac... forcing myself to sleep now... going to have a hectic day ahead.

body aching....

2007-10-26T02:25:00.000+08:00

Today, as planned last week, both Geo and myself decided to declare Thurs as our healthy lifestyle day. It would be a day of EXERCISING~~~~!!! woot~~~!!!

So today, we jogged 6 rounds around the tracks and 2 interval runnings. Geo jogged more faster than me!!!!! Looking to better the timing to 10mins and 30s. my goal~~~!!! den Geo was pumped up to do stationary exercises.... aaagrrhhhh... so we ended up doing 40 push-ups, 40 crunches and some pull-up. As time progresses, Geo wants to increase the intensity of the stationary exercises..... and i ever wonder how i managed to go thru my NS period. lolz. I was struggling..

body aching like HELL now, GEO!!! okok meetin idris later for house-visiting. Sunday going to be a packed day... meeting NS friends at 11am for prata-mania session and picking up my bestest friend, Yogi.

okok tired liao

Lunch with Meow Meow

2007-10-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

Met up wit Meow meow for lunch at Pizza Hut as there was a student meal price... but alas... it ended at 2.30pm~~~!! while we arrived at 3pm. Arrggh

So we talk, talk and more talk. lolz. Poor Meow meow is a bit tired abt her club antics yet it seems nv ending. Just dun bother abt it lolz. Tot of buying donuts as both of us are in same way crazy abt donuts!!!!!!! lolz. but we were FULL!!! And pizza hut has this ice peach tea that comes with real peach slices!!! yummy. Meow meow and i were stunned to see it.

Went home after our filling lunch. lolz. Still thinking if i should skip class to go for a job interview tomorrow. hehehe. looking for a part time job now. :)

'Halal' friend lolz

2007-10-19T14:58:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, sent yogi off at the airport. Will let her blog on that bah...

But really need to blog this part... while waiting for Yogi's friends and deciding on where to eat, yogi's friend wanted to eat pork chop... den Yogi replied... "Hey!!! I got a halal friend lah!!!" Den i replied yogi... "hey!!! yah me halal, i am edible!!!" To which, both of us laugh!!! lolz. almost fainted when i heard she say that i am a halal friend. hehehe.

First time meeting Hazel, Jasmine and QiDe. To be honest, Qide looks very familiar... for a moment den i tot i met him somewhere... was going to ask yogi later... but turned out that Qide asked me if i can remb him as he commented that i am now 'leaner' compared to the last time when i printed some documents for him. was pretty much reserved... needed to warm up first. hazel and i seems to think alike. LOLZ. GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE. lolz

okok that's all. MISSS YOGI~~~!!!! lolz

Will Miss You, Yogi~!!! Burnt Kangaroo~!!!

2007-10-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

Yogi is leaving tomorrow for her 10 days in Melbourne, Austrailia. Wanted to surprise her tomorrow by sending her off with Boo bear maybe joining later too. But she got somebody to send her off liao. lolz.

Anyway, will miss Yogi, my bestest friend. It will be so bored without her. Okok i need to jog during this period.. or else i am DEAD!!! lolz. Maybe will call her as such, or else will feel bad not sending her somemore.

Anyway, all the best for the trip. Enjoy the trip, and tell us all abt ur trip when u come back hor! Dun forget my burnt kangaroo~~~!!!

A Walk Down Memory Lane

2007-10-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

Geo and I went to visited our poly since it was near to our SIM after our lunch. We skipped the 2nd half of the lecture. hehehe.

The walk down memory lane was a nice one with us or just me moaning abt the changed facilities since we left the poly. We walked and explored some new sites of the poly as well as old sites that brought us old memories. The uncle selling the char siew pao is still there. Wanted to buy a drink to see if he can recognise us... but changed our minds.. went to library and was reminded of the 'librarian from hell', somehow the students there were 'sleeping' on bean bags, playing cards. OMG!!!! She must have retired was wat i tot first and told Geo abt this. Went to the each-a-cup store and boought the blue coral which was VERY NICE and bought waffles...

As like every walk down memory lane, time flies so fast that we had to walk back for our next class - Sociology!!!! It was tired walk back with heavy legs. hahaha. and sweaty bodies. lolz.

Met up with Princess S

2007-10-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

Today met up with Princess S, Idris, Sissy, Angeline, and Ashiq to break fast. Along the way, met Tai qin who joined us for dinner too.

It was gd catching up with old times. Seeing Princess S was so nice. She definitely does not need to go jogging. She's so thin. Anyway, got my hair cut before i met them. hehehe. Idris was late, as he had worked and as usual his jokes bring laughters to the table. Found out that Princess S dun like durian as i ordered durian chendol. lolz. sorry paiseh. Will try to avoid that.

I am glad that i am no longer speechless when i meet Princess S. I am at least able to be my normal self. this was something that i couldnt bring myself to... after all these years. Maybe the feeling has gone a bit... but whatever it is she is still a princess to my heart. :)

Hope to be meeting Princess S on a regular basis. :)

3 days of FOOD, FOOD and FRIENDS~~~!!!

2007-10-05T13:51:00.000+08:00

The past 3 days have been interesting. It was lots of FOOD, FOOD and FRIENDS!!!! :) Below is the activities for the past 3 days from Tuesday.

Tuesday:
Met up with Idris and Yogi for dinner to discuss on the BKK trip. Along my trip to meet Idris, I met my grand daughter~~~!!!!! Princess R~~~!!! It was nice talking to her and catching up things. Despite the 10mins together, both of us agreed that it was nice to see each other again :) Met Idris and we went to proceed to see if Cahaya was crowded... Along the way, met Meng San~~~!! lolz. what a day! Unfortunately for us, Cahaya was crowded. So we walked around Orchard. Along the way, we met Raihan and Khairul!!! OMG!!! We talked crap for a gd 20mins before realising that it was past 8pm and we made a move first to Lido to have our dinner. Met Yogi and had dinner.... and the poor girl cant seem to stop laughing and we all contribute it that it must be all the chicken she ate... bought a buddy meal and i had to eat 3 out 4 chicken... feel so fat suddenly. Basically, Yogi seemed to be happy laughing her hearts out. And yesh.. after eating... we WALKED from ORCHARD to NOVENA. Bought some drinks at Newton Circus Food Centre and both Idris and I became hungry with all the wonderful aroma of food. lolz. It was a tiring day but great fun.

Wednesday:
Asked Idris and Yogi if they wanna eat at Newton Circus and gamely they were on. Ordered Sting ray, cockles, kang kong and satay! All nice!!! Yogi wasnt laughing much this time and we all said it must be there is no chicken... but wait... we got chicken satay!!!!! lolz. Both Idris and I concluded that Yogi liked cockles as she kept eating. Yogi yogi, going to be FAT liao. Wasnt eating much cos i was already FULL as i am watching my diet!!!!!!!!!! Idris felt bad at times.. cos both of us were conversing in malay. Okok, we will teach you ok? Went home and bought bubble tea!!! It was too SWEET!!!!! lolz.

Thursday
Met up with Yip, Val, Des and JH for dinner to celebrate Yip's bday!!! Bought him some real life fishes and fishing accesories as Yip enjoys keeping fish as pets. Poor Val was a bit under the weather. She was sneezing. As usual, we talked crap and had fun. Ordered stingray, kang kong and char kuey sotong. Not nice at all. Told them we had to go to newton circus. lolz. Its going to be our next makan location!!!! WOOT!!! plus ROCHOR beancurd. Yummy yum!!!! Satay was nice as usual. (order from stall 6!!!! not from other stalls!!!). It also dawned to me that i have been coming to Raffles Place for the past 3 days.

Cant wait for the next eating outlets with all my friends!!!! :)

My shedule for weeks to come

2007-09-28T14:04:00.000+08:00

To acheive my dream goals, i decide to follow vigorously a schedule of time table. Its been years since i did a timetable thingy. So this is it.

Monday:
Revision of HRM @ 2pm

Tuesday:
Revision of PoA @ 8pm
Jogging @ 10pm

Wednesday:
12-6.30pm - class
Jogging @ 11pm

Thursday:
12-6.30pm - class
Jogging @ 11pm

Friday:
Badminton with Wee Yen (its going to be like old days!!)
or Jogging @ 10pm

Saturday:
Rotaract/ Soccer day!!
Revision of Principles of Marketing @ 2pm

Sunday:
Revision of Sociolgy @ 2pm
Jogging @ 10pm

Supper again~~!!

2007-09-20T02:26:00.001+08:00

Idris asked i would like to join him for supper and he infd me hes driving. WOOT. Asked Yogi, but she could not make it.

So we went to a new place near Chom Pang, the place that i have infd Yogi abt. Wanted to try the western food but it wasn't ready yet. Aaarrgghhh... wanted to order kway teow, cos' i saw somebody ordered it and it looked delicious. In the end, I settled down with indian rojak. And i ordered Ice Milo Shake... taste like Milo... but cost $2.50!!! So exp wo.

Ohh yah... Idris parking skills need to improve!!! lolz.

We talked talked and Idris told me abt his reservist experience. He found it a bit surprising... to me... it wasn't as i been to such similar situations. As it was getting late, Idris drived me home and met up withis gf.

Music of My Heart :)

2007-09-17T01:44:00.000+08:00

Was feeling sad... went to listen to some old N*Sync songs, became more sad... but a song made me feel better.

Music of My Heart - a nice song with nice lyrics. :)

An idea just pop my head... lets see if i can do this. I used to be able to do this with ease...

No Strings Attached - This I Promise You. I Drive Myself Crazy and Tearing Up My Heart when you are Gone. When I look into your eyes, I know God Must Have Spent A Little More Time on You. You are the Music of My Heart... till den Bye Bye Bye :)

lolz had some fun doing that. guess how many songs were in there. If you guessed correctly, i owe u a treat of a meal. And of cos it's MacD.

10mins talk

2007-09-10T12:40:00.000+08:00

After talking to Dear in MSN, the ever so concerned Dear wanted to continue our conversation but need to log off. So we agreed to a 10mins talk. But it lasted for 60mins. My fault rite? hehehe... until all the monsters come out liao.

Well, Dear asked me abt the rotaractor, if i had any feelings for her. I told her NO. If anything more, i will treat her as a younger sister... nothing more. Dear also told me not to blame myself for the things that happen for it is more of the circumstances. I didnt know how to tell her... and she asked me why it is like not possible for me and the rotaractor (still thinking what nick to give her) lolz

For me, i am a bit weird... but in a likable way wo...Liking a person needs chemistry... and to be honest its just not the right time with my healing not completely over. Its not nice to choose the person when u are mulling over someone wo...

Regrets are risks that you nv take... is something i will always remb and me confessing to the person of my feelings is something i had to do... not because i was forced to but for i will regret it for the rest of my life.. if i didnt tell her and i didnt try... just wished that the circumstances were more favourable.

Sorry didnt reply wo ur sms, Dear, went straight to bed... left phone in living room.

Rotaract Rotaract Rotaract LOL

2007-09-10T12:21:00.000+08:00

For the last 3 days beginning on Friday, attend 3 rotaract functions consecutively. lolz. but it was all fun~~~!!!

Friday - SMU Installation
Went to SMU installation which had a theme - "Vegas Night", a pretty nice installation. Met up with Zack and later KY. Both KY and I were waiting for someone to sit down first so as to avoid sitting with him. lolz. We are so bad. pretty much the installation with the B n J ice-creams and the magician show!!!! cool!!! my very own 2 dollars note was in the lemon which he cut!!! how cool is that? After install, we all head down to Rochor famous soya beancurd stall with RP and Queenstown rotaractors to eat. Very nice, I want to go there again!!!

Saturday - RP Installation
Went to RP install with Yogi. And met Zack and KY along the way :) Again we met up with the RP rotaractors :) A pretty nice work-out install with lots of sports activities which left both me and Yogi pretty tired and out of breath. lolz. Yogi left earlier as she had to do some house chores. Yogi was curious abt a certain particular rotaractor which she found her likable. I almost fainted when i saw her sms. lolz. Anyway, proceeded to Banquet and we all ate and had laughters all the way.

Sunday - RAC SW BBQ
Met Yogi earlier to go and buy stuffs for the bbq. Yogi was tired as she had gone for Shape Run in the morning with Boo boo bear. Poor Yogi. lolz. BBQ was very nice with gd company and nice food. Tired but find it enjoyable. And we have a new member!!!! Its none other than Yogi~~~!!! so happy she joined us. If u need any help in rotaract matters can ask me wo.Towards the end, they were teasing me abt the rotaractor that Yogi found likable. Shes not bad but i think its more of the timing. will comment more in my next entry. Went back with Yogi and ended up in Mac with her mum and younger sis joining us later. lolz. Went back home and talked to Dear from 1.25am to 2.25am - 60minutes instead of the agreed 10mins. lolz. Went to bed after that.

Dinner at S-11/Supper at Mac

2007-09-02T13:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went out to eat at S-11 at AMK along with Yip, Val, Des, Chewy and Juma'at. Did some catching up and was infd that JH is getting his ROM on the 090909. Den i teased Yip, when is his going to be... lol. Yip just stared at me. lolz.

As usual, the gd food was accompany with gd company and laughters. After that, we went to play pool. somehow, i won 4 straight games in a row!! i am a lousy pool player unlike Yip and Juma'at. It was all LUCK!!! lolz. Wanted to get to know the latest update from Des abt his relationship but he seemed hesistant when i asked.. so Val did the asking, who later updated me. hehehe.

Yip suggested to go eat prata after that... but after considering how late the night was.. and Juma'at might have some problems going back.. we decided to go another day.

While on my way home, Idris smsed me if i would like to meet up with him to have supper at Mac. I replied saying that i am ok with it and was on the MRT. Idris had apparently msged Yogi abt the supper thingy... and thus we all met at Mac for supper. I did not had my usual set meal as I was pretty full, settled for a McChicken Meal instead - student's meal. >< Yogi was laughing to her hearts' content to Idris' jokes. lolz. We also talked abt our proposed trip Thailand next year. Hopefully, we will go there. Yeah!!! Cant wait actually. hahaha.

Accompanied Idris till 2.30am plus for his Nightrider. Walked back home and reached around 2.45am. But couldn't sleep >< lolz.

Mind is Made Up

2007-08-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

As promised, my mind is made up.

First, I will cut down on my food esp. MacDonalds. This is going to be tough but I will try. Going to cut it down to once a week. And slowly, once a month

Second, I will jog regularly, maybe 2-3 times a week. Hopefully, knee does not hurt. If it still hurts during this jogging, den i will need to see a doctor. haiz

Third, I need to re-focus as what my bestest friend has say. Need to focus something else whenever I am thinking of that someone... this is going to be very tough.

Fourth, I need to move on. As the person say, its a NO and the fact that we were nv in a relationship should help me move on hopefully. To be honest, the past few weeks were hard to pass by... wanted so much to sms her... but everytime reminded myself... to move on... and everytime i looked at my hp, its with hope that she would sms me...

And I happen to chance upon soemthing in a book, a very nice poem,

"You came into my Life,
Quietly, simply, placidly and my words stood still...
I couldnt express in words or even in simple gestures,
the Secret I kept in my heart...

So I loved in silence,
admired you from a distance,
dreamt of you from afar....

I wanted to say I love you...
I wanted to say i care...
but cowardly, maybe, you'll only laugh at me...
In silence then I will love you...
In Silence then I will care..."

Sometimes, the heart sees what is invisible to the eye. My mind is made up, need to move on... I hope she understands that at times when i distance myself from her... i just dun want to fall in deeper and hurt her more ... I am not distancing myself because you hurt me, dear. You nv once hurt me but i hurt u time over time. Anyway, she will find a better person and I know she will.

Sleeping liao.. ><

Off to jogging

2007-08-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

I made up my mind... but i shall blog it after my jog. or maybe after my Econs paper.. seeya~~~!!!

Blading @ East Coast Park

2007-08-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, the Bearz had an blading day at East Coast Park. For most of us, it was our first time at blading. We had a wonderful time blading. It was pretty fun too.

Nv blade before but definitely enjoy. When is our next blading day? lolz

Invited Dear to join us and she joined us for dinner after her long lecture day. Thanks Dear for joining us. Hope you enjoy urself having dinner with the Bearz. :)

Okok now back to studying my maths paper, which is tomorrow~~~!!! Yesterday did revise a bit only like 1-2hrs. Got to remind myself to msg Princess S "Happy Birthday!" today, will send her an sms close to midnight. Hehehe.

Dunnoe if I should let her read my blog or not? Maybe I will do... lolz.

881 - Nice movie!!!

2007-08-11T02:32:00.000+08:00

Watched 881, the getai movie with my interactors today.

Very nice!!! I guess to me, it was a 5stars movie!!!! Who says Singapore lacks the talent? Now we got Royston Tan!!! Nice movie which i enjoyed pretty much, though it was in Hokkien but of cos with the English subtitles, I managed to understand the movie.

The plot was gd! And very touching~~~~!!! Love it.
"Take half a piece, our relationship will nv split" (cant remb the exact words)hehe

The cast was also well picked. I am not going to miss any Royston movies and Jack Neo's movies anymore. Hope u will like the movie as I really enjoyed the movie. Cheers

24 Donuts and 1 Cake

2007-08-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

Last Tuesday, was going to surprise Dear, by treating her to eat donuts and cake. So asked Meow meow if she was keen and interested to eat donuts and cake too. And she say "Yesh!"

So we proceeded with the idea of just surprising Dear. Hehehe. Asked Yogi if she was keen and she was pretty keen but could only join us later. Since Meow meow, Yogi and Dear were in the plan, asked CY if she could make it and she also could make it. So its an installation post celebrations for the main initial organizing committee.

So met Meow meow and was infd by her that Dear cant make it. *faints* lolz. We were pretty keen to have donuts and for me some cake since it was on offer. lolz. So we made our way down to queue.

Den, Meow meow received a call from Dear that she wanna placed so orders for her colleague. So helped her. Dear's order was 8 donuts. So Meow meow and I agreed to round off to 12. Cheaper. And buy another 12 for the whole grp that is coming. However, at the very last minute, Yogi and CY cant make it. So left me and Meow meow to finish up the donuts and not forgetting thae cake that i bought from Secret Recipe. lolz. So Dear was 'laughing' at us as we didnt finish our donuts and left a lot of cake. Dear, thats the story behind the miscalculations.

Anyway, Dear invited us to have dinner with her gang. Felt a bit out of place. See I am an introvert at times. Dear, thanks for asking if i am ok or whether if I am hungry... I am ok not to worry but a bit hungry but its ok lah. Appreciate the gesture. thanks!

No more night classes. Yahoo!!

2007-08-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my last night classes. Kinda happy that i will not be attending so many night classes. Yahoo!!!

On other hand, i think i will miss the class, cos of one girl who looked like my crush in poly. Hehehe. Turn out that she was not in the any of the classes that I have enrolled. Well, thats life...

Anyway, today watched Harry Potter with Yip, Val and Steph. I am not a Harry Potter fan so movie show was not that enjoyable for me. Nonetheless, not that bad a movie. I think it needed more action. lolz.

After that we hang out at our usual prata place to have pratas. Maybe next time, I will order something different. okok a bit tired. Actually i cant wait to have my next outing with the bearz at east coast for a blading session. Nv done blading in my life... wonder how i fare.. lolz

Soulmates....?

2007-08-01T11:30:00.000+08:00

A few days ago, Princess S and I had a conversation... was feeling a bit down and i missed a particular person so bad... haiz... this is going to be tough for me... but after talking to Princess S, i felt much much better. Thanks Princess S~~~!!!

This is the conversation:

dicapio says: but the time spent with her was sooooo special
princess S says: well.. at least cherish that
princess S says: and if u can't have her for anything else
princess S says: have her as a soulmate

dicapio says: isnt soulmate is someone that u love? as in that person is the one for u
princess S says: no
princess S says: a soulmate is someone whom u have shared so much with
princess S says: but u guys don't necessarily have to be together
princess S says: to me a soulmate is someone who cares and loves for u
princess S says: and has made sacrifices for u
princess S says: but because of circumstances
princess S says: u guys can't be together
princess S says: but in each other's heart
princess S says: u guys have a special little place for one another that no one can touch

an interesting interpretation of soulmates... mine is different though. At times, I envy those ppl who are persistent in their efforts in Love. One extreme person is Mr Ant but despite the other party constant refusal saying no cos' of no chemistry and feelings, Mr Ant nv gives up.

On the other hand, I am different... if a person says no.... i will just run away and hide. Its not that i like to dwell in the past... its just that there is an emptiness in my heart, a big one, since she is 'gone'. I say to myself to let go... but its very hard... at times, i really wonder whether not to let go.

I really enjoy my times with her... and with the situation now, i will cherish it even more, i wun show it, but quietly i am. As she always 'says' at times, the feelings no need to be felt but it can be felt in the heart.

I hope i dun make her feel sad by reading this entry.... so many things have happened and somehow at times, i feel i am at fault too. This entry is not to make u feel sad, my dear friend, just that i want to blog away my feelings. Pls dun be sad... as I always say. to you on my first advice and subsequent ones.. if you are sad, I am also sad...

Bearz Outing~~~!!! Woot!!

2007-07-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

Met up with Bearz today and was caught by Boo Bear eating Old Chang Khee. hahaha. Hungry lah... nv had lunch. Shortly, we all proceeded to Fork & Spoon for our dinner.

As usual, the usual updates on work and personal life were 'passed down'. As usual, i will just be quiet, listening to them. Boo Bear has been reading my latest entries and asked if i am ok. (thanks for reading, Dear Boo Bear!) It came to a point where she was more worried abt me finding me my happiness than Yogi finding hers. I think its more of me not having a gf at all. Dun worry, I will be ok.

We all arranged to have our next bearz meeting at East Coast Park, blading. Boo Bear even say that she will wear her shortest pants! hahaha. Up to you lah dear. Should i wear my tight pants den too? hahaha.

Yogi now has the 'power' to interpret my thoughts. hahaha. Its correct at times.... not all the times... The decision is still yours. I nv like to be the pushing force... it has nv been in me. Though it looks that i dun care and dun bother, i am not lor... i always have ur interests (bearz) at my hearts... though almost all the times, i dun show it... For a selected grp of friends, that is the way of my thinking... but not definitely to the bearz and other special ppl in my life. Big hint liao. hahaha.

Ms Blue Came and Visit me...

2007-07-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hear a song from Class 95FM and felt a tinge of sadness.... the song was "You Drive Me Crazy" by N*Sync... a nice song that i liked very much... went to download some N*Sync songs... and became more blue... haiz...

Went to listen "Tearing up My Heart", a song that i dedicated to Princess S on a tape recording which i asked Princess R to pass to her... recorded in my very own toilet. My first love confession but it was on tape... haiz... but the song was very nice... the song lyrics mirrored what i felt abt the feelings i had at that time...

den i went to hear... another song "God Must have Spent a Little More Time on You"..... another ultra bluey song. haiz....

but i think i still prefer "You Drive Me Crazy" cos' a lot of the lyrics in it reflects my love life.... I am always so scare to tell the person that i love.. how much I love her... always keeping that special person waiting... and in the end... i have only myself to blame for the things that happened...

Schedule for this week

2007-07-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

Haiz... this week's schedule is kinda packed~~~!!!

Mon: Night Classes (7-10pm)

Tues: Bearz Outing (7pm ++) Yahoooooo~~~~!!!

Wed: Night Classes (7-10pm)

Thurs: Meeting Yip @ 6pm
Night Classes (7-10pm)
Simpsons Premeire on Cinemas~~~!!! Should i go? and jio George? or Idris...
Haven decide. lolz. Going to be a late night thingy.

Fri: Zonal Meeting (7pm ++) boring!!!!

Sat: RDA (9am-5pm) Boring!!!
Pri School gathering at East Coast Park at 7pm +++ (Still thinking if i should go?)

Sun: Buddy's Wedding (2pm)

Kinda feeling the drained due to last Fri-Sunday's outings. hehehe. and on top of last week's classes on Mon, Tues and Thurs.

What a Day~~~!!! ><

2007-07-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

Woke up early to meet my NS friends at 10am. As usual, the grp consists of Yip, Val, Des, JH and myself. The usual gang hehehe only missing Steph. So told them i was sleepy... and did not want to come out.. but i DID!!!

So Val as usual seems intrique by my 'weirdness' as i told her i dun drink coffee. And Yip knowing me best replied saying that, hahaha yah this guy can drink coke in the morning. I had 2 kosong, 1 egg onion which was pretty little compared to my other prata outings with them. After prata, we went to B n J at the Zoo.

There we ordered, 2 Mix and Match and shared. Talked for some time like 2hrs if i was not wrong. Den JH parted ways.. and Yip and Val was yearning to go Sentosa to try the Sky Luge. Told them it was nice. And happily we all went there giving a go at the Sky Luge. Sentosa has gone thru some amazing changes. But despite the short time in Sentosa, we all had fun 'gliding' down in the luges provided. Val was our speed demon!!!! lolz. She reached first. Unbelievable.

Guess what. After the sentosa outing, we went to Chinatown for a Durian Session. OMG!!!! lolz. It was an all eat day session!!! lolz... nonetheless time with them has always be fun~~~!!!!

cant get her out of mind...

2007-07-22T02:15:00.000+08:00

i dunnoe what i will be writing in this blog... just felt like blogging...

for some unknown reasons, cant seem to get her out of mind...awwwwwww... when i feel bored or sad, i will think of her... happy also think of her... awwwwwww..... should i or should i not?
i reallie dunnoe... i wish at times, i can just talk what on my mind..... one of those blue days i suppose...

love is something unexplainable... it feels so wonderful when you are together... but when you are apart, the yearning for the loved person is painful but that makes you love the person more... haiz.... you dun need a reason to love a person... u just fall in love... haiz... and at times... u just want to make sure that special person be always be happy with u... and also by being with the person that you love, u just feel a special feeling where all your sadness, troubles, worries just go away... whenever u are with that special person....

Letting go...

2007-07-20T10:14:00.000+08:00

Somewhere last year... i met a very special person, a person who i tot could be the one... weird how gd friends develop over time... to me, she was the apple of my eye.

I really really enjoy her company, love listening to her... the times spent with her were indeed memorable and special, well special to me at least. Nv dare to tell her... at times, i just wanna spent time with her... I was really touched with the herbal drink and bday present. I will nv, nv forget that feeling.

But i know i cant expect much... which was true in the end. Things took a turn for the worst after that day where i just witheld my answers to her... if only she knows how much i want to tell her on the spot... but i just kept saying "okok, okok". Major disappointment!!! To make matters worse, that was the beginning of it. As time passes by, we began to quarrel more... hurt her so many times during that period... the weird thing... at times when we meet up... to me, all the frustration all go away seeing her...

I been thinking of this decision and decided that.. i am going to slowly let her go... which means not forgetting her entirely for she was really special to me, i guess Princess S lose this time to her... there will be times when i will be simply not caring... but actually i care... for the time being i will be her guardian angel looking after her from a far far distance.... till she finds her Prince Charming. I really hope she finds her Prince Charming... love you always Dear. will miss her lots, her smses, her herbal drinks, etc hehee. i hope she understand... if u need a person to be ur listening ear or a shoulders to cry, you can always count on me.... that is my promise to u as a guardian angel...

Hungry~~~!!!

2007-07-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

As I am blogging now... i am still hungry...

I ate jemput-jemput as my brunch. Ate Nasi Briyani for dinner.... but still hungry... and i had ice-cream before eating the Nasi Briyani....

might be cooking Maggie Mee... lolz. Dunnoe why hungry...

Transformers

2007-07-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

Watched Transformer with Idris and Co. As expected, the show was okay only. Though the concept was there... i just felt that something was missing. There was a lot of actions but it wasn't all that great.

As usual, after a movie, it was time to fill our stomachs and talk to our hearts' content. I was actually tired...and did not feel like going as it was very FAR from my house... Tiong Bahru Plaza.... they were also talking abt the next soccer outing which will be this coming saturday... Luckily i got class... will only join them for dinner den. Lolz.

Looking forward to our soccer outing den. My soccer skills are lousy nowadays... I dunnoe why... Passings going array, not scoring goals like i used to be... no more the dazzler that i used to be too... a bit weird... got to start at basics i suppose. :)

Hp sent for repair...

2007-07-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

Got to send my hp for repair... will only get it back on Friday afternoon.
haiz.... i feel a bit lost without my hp. Furthermore, the personnel infd me that all data will be lost... I dunnoe to be sad or happy abt that... hopes my SIM card has the data... *crossing-fingers*

So guys, my only mode now is via internet/MSN. haiz

Finally it's Over...

2007-07-15T00:51:00.000+08:00

Finally it's Over...

it's has been months of planning and one day of execution.... lolz. i am very very tired.
cant believe its finally over.

alas, i feel i can be a better host... i rarely know anyone in the room... i am still pretty much anti-clubs... only prefering my club matters and not other club ppl or matters. guess i am a selfish person...

v. tired.

Late Nights

2007-07-08T19:12:00.000+08:00

Lately, for the past month or so, I been sleeping very late at nights.... it seems nowadays 3am-4am is my sleeping time. Alice nv come and visits me anymore to knock my head off so that i can doze off to see her. hahaha.

There are nights where i cant sleep. I dunnoe why to be honest. Though at night before i go to sleep, there is something that i will think before going to sleep. This is normal to me. Been doing this for years. lolz.

But today i finally took a 2hrs nap. lolz. usually i dun. was very bored.

Classes

2007-07-08T19:10:00.000+08:00

My classes are getting bored especially Maths~~~~!!!! I cant take it... i was dozing off.... this is very rare... it was really very dry. I just felt like putting my head down and sleep. lol

Econs class is starting to be dry but at least its kinda funny. Econs seems to be hard. cos i need to remember the graphs and their explainations. Will strive my best!!!

NS Interview

2007-07-08T18:54:00.000+08:00

I just had an NS reservist interview last Friday. This is an interview whidh determines whether you are an OC, DOC or IC of a troop of 30 men. I must say that I did well, cos' they kept insisting on me being recalled in October. lol

Met some old friends. Honestly speaking, I dun feel gd abt being grp with this NS friends cos i am not that close with them. Haiz. What to do. Life is like that. Too used to it...

Went out and eat fastfood restaurant. Den it occured to me... i been eating fastfoods lately since wed to sat... haiz... learning to curb. but Mac has gd offer... free item with EVM. hehehe, Excuses..

Updates...

2007-06-27T13:48:00.000+08:00

Apologies for not blogging for some time.

For the past few weeks or so... honestly i haven been myself. Many things have happened. And I been trying to adopt a "heck care" attitude and concentrate on my bridging courses. But of cos, it does not work.

I am tired deep inside. And this year, has proved to be the year of many lowest points in my life...so next year would be much better year.. looking at this year alone. There are some unresolved issues that i need to resolve... but by doing it i think it will only make the friendship worst. It doesn't help when i would just claimed that it was my fault... but i am the person who just give in...if u know what i mean... Also, i am now quite 'close' to the major crush i had in sec sch. She said that she will buy me some chocs and give me when she come back in australia. Knowing her... i dun expect much. Furthermore, i dunnoe what to expect when i meet her just to receive the chocs. Another awkard situation i suppose. haiz... learning to change that...

Also, lately i have been eating a lot. Not sure, its part of the whole thing... but i always have a gd appetite with gd friends. I do want to do exercises to keep myself fit... but just that i dun have the motivation to do it... During my NS, i had a strong motivation in doing things... but not now... somehow, eating makes me happy... lolz.

Things are messy at the moment. Nonetheless, got to thank my bestest friend, a person who i at times confided when I am feeling down. I know i am more 'fortunate' than her and I shouldnt be telling her the problems I am facing, adding more to the plight that she has. If u need anyone to talk to, or need someone to accompany u to walk with ur dog, just let me know, my bestest friend, the least i can do.

I have already 'start' schooling. Many more tired nights to go. But I will go thru' it. For now, I am keeping a distance with the someone, not because i am running away... i dun want her to be bother abt it and maybe its due to the fact i still like her... shes also tired. I dun want to trouble her or make her even more tired than she is. I just writing this so that i dun want her to feel that she is no longer 'wanted' or not impt. She's in my top 5 most impt ladies in my life. (not going to reveal who i dropped. lolz)

Happenings in last week

2007-06-13T18:18:00.000+08:00

Sorry, did not have the time to blog. Nonetheless, this is what happened last week.

Last Wednesday:
It was Boo bear's bday~~~!!! As usual we had a wonderful time together with the usual jokes and laughters in the air. Bears are a bit worried abt me as it seems that i was eating a lot. I ate pasta, 1 drumlet, 2 slices of pizzas, and 1 meatball. Not a lot wat. I fainted when Boo bear asked me is it because i am still upset abt something. I am no longer the person who will dwell in the past... what is in the past is the past. I learnt it the hard way. Boo bear's present was a bikini~~~~!!! and a $50 isetan voucher. Hopes she enjoy the presents~~~!!! She says she dun have the figure to wear to wear but i think she will look gd in any swimsuits lah. Anyway, its not the outer beauty that counts... its the inner beauty that counts~~~!!!

Last Saturday:
Had a rotaract meetin and forgot completely abt my poly's friend wedding. Kind Dear was so thoughtful to push the meeting a bit earlier , also fearing that we might need time for the video clip. Day started a bit rushing for me as i rushed to go to Little India to check out the prices for some things. Should have done it on that day i were around SIM, but my legs were tired from walking. Legs are better now... suffered a 'knee-ligament' strain. Also i ended up taking the wrong bus to Toa Payoh. OMG. In the end, took a cab and managed to meet Dear and Celine.
Meeting started and once the meeting ended, the camera was rolling. Did a small clip and it was really fun. We were also laughing to our hearts content.

As we have parted ways, i too had to dress up for my friend's wedding. His wedding was so GRAND~~~~!!!! Met my poly lecturer who i did not want to sit on the same table. But alas, she was in the same table with us~~!! But it turned ok bah. Kat, Michelle, Shu fen, Wan Li also came. With Geo and CW, we always enjoy ourselves. lol. CW can now answer to any MUSLIM qns... i think he can be my spokesman. lol. Wanted to go swensen but someone (I am not going to mention anyone) not on. lol.

Late Nights and Conversation w/ Mum. lolz

2007-05-28T12:45:00.000+08:00

Been sleeping very very late past few days. Sat - 4.30am, Sun 4.00am. Hehehe.

And to top that up, I had a conversation with Mum at 2am. My mum just came up to me and said that she will accompany me for a while. She now has a new hobby which is to do those beads thingy... and she was doing it at such hours.... dunnoe why.

Den she asked me a few questions. Asked me how long will my studies take... fyi, i dun tell my family the contents of my duration and schedules... it's for my own good. Hehehe. Told her that it was 2 years if i passed my bridging courses. Den she asked me how old am i? A qn that usually asks me and always forgot how old I am... lolz. Replied her... " Ma, your own son, u also dunnoe? (Of cos in a teasing way) Den laugh and told her that i am 23 years. Den she say "Wow!! So old ar... den when u finish school, 25 years den work... den marry how? What happen if your younger bro marries first?" Being myself, I casually replied, "Ma, if younger bro gets marry, get marry lah." Den i laughed off. Den she replies, "I think your brother will get marry first" Den i just smiled it off. Fyi, my brother has a gf for 2-3 years liao and its his first. While mine, lets put that it has been 'eventful' so far. Hehehe.

Cheers~~!!!

Thanks Yip~~~!!! :P

2007-05-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to pay my respects to one of best buddies in NS's girlfriend's grandfather's wake. Confusing???So, met up Yip at Dover MRT where we were supposed to pick up Des.... but somehow Des was very LATE... hehehe.

Nonetheless, ended up at Yip's house playing Winning Eleven (Soccer game) where I was humilitated badly. I am usually a gd player in the game but... i nv played the game for YEARS~~~~!!! Lost 3 games in a row...

Received a call from Des and we den proceeded to meet him downstairs and Yip drive us to Macs for Dinner. My idea cos' i wanted to buy the Shrek thingy!!! lolz. Ate and talk. As usual crappy jokes~~~!!! Yeah!

Den we went to the wake. Met Val, Yip's gf and Steph, Val's elder sister. This is another grp of friends that i cherish and hang out pretty often with pratas' outings and movies. Steph was amazed at my knowledge of funeral thingys, like the red ribbon, what i cannot say, etc. Told her that I been to more chinese funerals den malay funerals. Was trying to open the melon seeds, den Val, helped me to open one and gave me one first and Yip complained saying that Val gave me first instead of him. Of cos, he was joking. I wanted to eat few melon seeds... but Val kept on opening the melon seeds for me... and I did not have the heart to ask her to stop cos' i did not want to offend her. For that moment, felt like she was closer to me than Yip. Hahaha. Pai seh leh....

As it was late, Yip offered to send me home. Yeah~~~!!! first time wo!!! Told him still got MRT, but he said, very late... dun have... so he ended up sending me home, asked him to send me to Admiralty MRT where i got to try the new ZESTY LIME SUNDAE!!! Nice!! Thanks Yip for the lift. Appreciate it! I always love going out with this grp. This is a grp where i can just be myself. :) thanks guys~~~!!!

my fault? tired or lost my passion?

2007-05-23T11:17:00.001+08:00

I am tired in arranging outings for class for some time already and definitely lost passion in arranging soccer outings with the guys.

Sad thing is the guys will ask me when is the next soccer outings and why no more? Somehow, the blame is shifted to me... cos i will be the one who usually organise the soccer thingy. Did it occured to them, at times, its tiring and disappointing to receive poor response and much worst, when on the day itself, some of them will msg at the very last minute to say they are unable to make it... or worst... only when we call them, they say that they cannot make it...

I am further enraged that the person who has been turning up late, like 1- 3hrs later, is continuously asking me when is the next soccer outing. This guy always turn up LATE, i mean really LATE. I already infd the guys if u all wanna play, u all organise and I will definitely come. To date, so far no initiatives... haiz... though my knee hurts, i will still play but not that influential as i will be.

For the class outing, the normal annual chalets that we have, I grown a bit tired in organising or assisting. Initially, I was always pumped up and would call my old classmates personally to ask if they can make it and asked them how they are doing. That's me I will call and asked. I still do this time... but a bit hesistant cos' it been years.. There's always 2 person that i want to come, but alas, they somehow cannot make it. Last year, one of them make it... I was happy and wished she came earlier (years ago)... She and I has some history and I always wanted it to be resolve... As usual YT and Idris brought up the issue and I just told them, I am tired and told them not to expect much especially last year we had a record attendance. I am also tired of COOKING~~~~!!!!!!!!!! It's always me at the BBQ pit!!!! I want to be able to talk, interact... haiz.... I already taught some of the guys how to start fire and these grp of guys are not their fault, at least i see them always helping me unlike some... guess there will always be such ppl... nowadays, when there is other bbq other than my class, i do not tell them i can bbq... but i will definitely help out.

Just tired? or lost my passion?

10 Things Good And Bad Things Abt Myself...

2007-05-23T00:33:00.000+08:00

10 Good and Bad Things Abt Myself...

Good Things

Good sense of Humour
Hardworking
Gives gd advices abt relationships (not mine though.. haiz)
Responsible
Loves to Eat esp. with friends
Enjoys giving back to community
A good actor
Loves playing soccer and badminton
Does not bear a grudge
Love kids

Bad Things

Stubborn
Lame jokes... lolz
Does not like to be obeyed at all
Manipulative
Hopeless in relationships...
Thinks a lot
Does not know when to be serious
Dwells in the 'past'
Hides a lot of things
Weird

If I have left anything at all, pls do let me know. I still have left more in the bad things.... lolz. Bearz, Dear, Naa, Geo, ur comments plz, if any. :P

MacDonalds, Food Courts and Hawker Centres

2007-05-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

I just pitted myself not to have Fastfood, in particular MacDonalds, as long as I can... It only lasted a mere 12 days...

Was so bent on not eating MacDonalds, but gave way when Geo and I went to Bishan, and there was practically no halal place to eat... Geo still gave me all those 'unhalal' places as options... so disappointed. Hahaha. Try to avoid Macs, but knowing that Geo loves Macs, I ended my 12 days of running streak w/o Macs.

A friend commented that I love eating Fastfood restaurants... though there are some truth in it, there ain't many options for Muslims to eat.... and I dun like to eat food court food cos' I will not be full eating it and it costs almost or reaching the fastfood meals... eating at fastfood will even be more 'full'. I dun mind eating at hawker centres, cos' its cheaper. I dun reject hawker centres cos it has no aircon. My house is fully air-conditioned... but i dun switch on my aircon in my room wo... only my parents' room ocassionally is air-conditioned by the way. :)

The truth is that, there is not much options out there for Muslims to dine... I just wish more would applied for the halal certificates thingy... but on the otherhand... these business will incur more costs.

Anyway, imposing myself a ban on eating MacDonalds for 30 days. I hope to acheive this. Hahaha. This is TOUGH wo.

Insomnia??

2007-05-21T11:18:00.001+08:00

For the past few days, I have been staying up late till 3am. But yesterday, i could not sleep at all!!! Usually, I will have an afternoon nap but yesterday, I had none of it.

Was so keen to continue my online game, but had to curb the addiction. This game is really addictive!!! I cant believe it!! Just bought the time card to be able to play the game once again after a 2mths absence. Miss all my friends in the game and they were all asking me where were I. Hahaha! Some even asked me if I were attached. Hahaha!

Seriously, I hope this does not make me an insomnia person. Also, I had no matters pending on my mind... which was totally weird as I cant find a definite reason as to why...in the end some interesting ideas (not more than 2 ideas) on the install that both Dear and I are planning appeared in my mind. Hahaha. In the past, there were many things on my mind, esp. the girl that I had a major crush in school.

Going to sleep early tonight!!!!

Princess 'W' - A Very Special Friend

2007-05-16T10:23:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers, welcome to the 7th Edition of Froggy Tales - Princess 'W' - A Very Special Friend. A Special Edition. :)

Froggy happen to meet Princess 'W' over a club meeting. Somehow, Froggy, predicted correctly that when Princess 'W' was taking quite a time to order her drinks at a coffee place, that she did not take coffee like Froggy. Froggy just smiled at her.

As time passes by, Froggy and Princess 'W' became very close... it all happened on the 16th November, when Froggy teased Princess 'W' quite badly till she was very angry. Strangely, Froggy and Princess 'W' became close after that incident and they would MSNed and SMSed each other frequently - almost everyday. Both Froggy and Princess 'W' came up with an idea to play a 'trick' on the club members by being a couple. Froggy was very clear abt his relationship with Princess 'W', just a friend... but things changed...

Slowly, Froggy began to fall in love with Princess 'W'... but he nv tell Princess 'W' for fear that she will run away. Froggy dropped hints...Froggy nv felt this feeling for a very long time...Froggy was really in love with her... and he was scared. He nv thought he would like someone older than him... but it happened... now, to him somehow age does not matter. He just want to be with a person that he likes...

Froggy tot very hard... and wanted to make sure that his feelings were right... so he delayed a bit... until it was nearing V-Day. Finally, Froggy took the courage to ask Princess 'W' out wanting to confess his feelings to Princess 'W'. Froggy bought a gift for Princess 'W' and did a jigsaw puzzle too. Alas, she was sick. So Froggy asked if he could meet her at her palace since he was nearby... luckily she said ok. Thus, Froggy gave her the bear gift. It was the First time that he had given a girl on a gift on V-day, and ask a girl out on V-day... but somehow, Froggy nv told her his feelings... he just failed... he was very upset...

A few days later, Princess 'W' gave Froggy her answers... at that point of time, Froggy just wished that he was the first to tell her his feelings... and fearing the inevitable, Froggy knew her answers were heading to a 'rejection'. Froggy wanted to counter it but he stupidly just say ok... and will tell her his answers soon...

Alas, time was running short... Froggy had to tell Princess 'W' his answers... it was the least he could do and he wanted to do so because, if he did not confess his feelings, he will regret it for the rest of his life.... Froggy began telling Princess 'W' and Froggy made Princess 'W' angry for hiding all these behind her back... it was nv Froggy's intention to hide or run away like the previous times... at least not to Princess 'W'. Guess she was special to Froggy to not make Froggy run away. At last, Froggy confess to Princess 'W' his feelings, despite knowing that it was still a rejection from Princess 'W'. Froggy was relieved but was still sad...Princess 'W' was the first girl that Froggy confess his feelings face to face... how he wished it could be magical... but it was not... Froggy was just pinning his hopes on the sincerity of his words....

Despite this, Froggy did not want to end up like the other Princess where he will keep his distance... but he forgot to give Princess 'W' breathing space.... Poor Princess 'W'. As such, Princess 'W' was very angry and disappointed with Froggy resulting in both taking a break... Froggy was very very sad...... he did not wish to hurt Princess 'W' but he did it... haiz... There were times, where Froggy wished to sms her... but he cant for Princess 'W' was still angry with Froggy. He can only wait for Princess 'W' to talk to him. On MSN, he also did not know if he should MSNed her... for Froggy knows that if he dun do it... that's it lah but on the otherhand... she was still angry with him..

Times passes by and both of them were back on talking terms. But they were still quarrelling... somehow the chemistry was gone... but it was expected...Froggy just wish that they would stop quarrelling and go back like the old days. He really love those old days. It was special to him. Princess 'W' was special to him. Princess 'W' really taught Froggy a lot of things... in Froggy's eyes, she brought out the best in Froggy. Froggy will never forget her...no matter what happens in the future. She will always be SPECIAL in Froggy's heart. Thank you very much, Princess 'W'. Love you always.

As Froggy says in his jigsaw puzzle:
"On this V-Day, I am giving 3 things to you -
1) A bear for you to hug and cry on whenever I am not there,
2) A rose to symbolize the close friendship that we had,
3) A jigsaw puzzle, to let u know that no matter how hard life is, I will be there to pick up the pieces with you.

Thank you Princess 'W', Froggy will never forget you. Princess 'W', you have not given Froggy points on his answers leh... hehehe. Froggy wishes you happy '6th Month Anniversary' of friendship and may our friendship be strong as ever and last forever. :)
(Drafted on 6th May, Sunday but will be published on 16th May.)

Weird...Eye of the Storm

2007-05-12T00:18:00.000+08:00

Blogspot is having a weird settings... as I am writing now... the tools are horizontal instead of the usual vertical... weird.

Need to blog abt some of my thoughts though... has been making my dear friend angry lately... haiz... which was nv my intentions... haiz... not going to write any further... as discussed, we will be most likely having a gd heart to heart talk. Hopes that it can be avoided cos' i dun want to make her anymore emotionally tired that she is... but whatever happens, she is defintiely a person dear to my heart...

hopefully we can be like the eye of the storm during the talk... i need to tell myself not to say certain things or i will end up frustrating my dear friend... haiz... will try my best. jia you!

Frustrated...

2007-05-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

Today i was very frustrated...haiz...

It's hard being me... ppl always expect me to be the the usual interactive, fun and super duper lively me. Anything less, and I will be classified weird... and my friends will be bombarding me with questions..."Are you ok?" "Today, you weird leh.."

I understand their concerns.. But Cant I have an off day? Cant i just listen to my friends quietly and not talk...? Why cant I? And when I am dead serious... ppl still think that i am not serious...haiz... I am used to this 'serious' issue... to a certain certain that i dun try to be serious anymore... no point..

I really dun want the publicity nor do i dwell on it... I already said that i am an introvert by nature... only when the circumstances come... then I am forced to be an 'extrovert'...

An incident that happened in my sec sch was something that i really did not want to happen.. but it happened.. and i really handled it badly... it got me FAMOUS... but it was something i wished i could avoid.. every movement i made... was being watched... ppl might think i love it... but in true fact... i hate it.. no freedom... everywhere i go, ppl will ask me abt that someone or associate me with her... my relationship with her was so bad... that we did not talk and she avoided me... to be honest... i was very sad!!! I could only like her from looking far... anything close... and she would 'run away'. And everynight before i sleep, i will always think of her... haiz... enough say abt her... its in the past.. nothing i can do to will make the past different... she moved on... i need to move on, should have gotten her msg, guess i was STUPID.

I really hope that i dun quarrel again with this dear friend of mine anymore...it pains my heart to see us quarrel ...haiz... dunnoe what to say nor what to do...and when i say something 'enlightening' and u say..."Wah..u know ar? Why nv say?" I know it very well... but u nv gave me a chance to fully explain it leh... u will go on and on saying the bad things abt me... blah blah.. haiz...dunnoe lah... frustrated..

Left Knee still injured

2007-05-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

Went out with Yogi to jog on Wednesday. Somehow knew that my left knee was still not ok... haiz... and it showed during the jogging... the pain was back despite it being less painful...

So sorry Yogi! Ended up jogging for 30 mins and we headed to 7-11 to buy some drinks as usual. Will try to rest my left knee completely...

Spider-Man 3 - Very Disappointed!!!

2007-05-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Last Tuesday, went to catch the opening of Spider-Man 3 with Geo and Cw. Finally managed to watch a movie @ the Cathay! Catch the 12 midnight show as it was my last day in Standard Chartered.

Conclusion on the Spider-Man 3... it was the worst among the 3 movies... what happened? Somehow i was utterly disappointed in this movie... and so was Geo. Both of us agreed that Venom should be played by the person playing the Sandman role.... Note-Venom is a big muscular person unlike... the one portrait in the movie... haiz... To be fair, Venom is my fav cartoon character and i was looking forward in catching if it was the Venom portrait in the comics and cartoon... not even close... not a word saying, "We are Venom"... so sad

Among all 3 movies... i guess this one has lost its plot and human touch... too much villains leading to a thin display of characters and the humanly touch was also not that... Sandman is a very minor role.... its not suppose to be that big a role... haiz... to sum it up... there were no focus... despite Spidey being the Black Spidey... it was still disappointing... not much on there too...

I Sprained my ANKLE this time...

2007-04-27T08:15:00.000+08:00

Oh what a day to start... on the wrong foot... literally.

I was trying to catch up for the bus today this morning. Somehow, in the haste of the event... i twisted and sprained my left ankle... the pain was acute!!! But after resting for a few minutes for the next bus, the pain was slowly easing itself...

Fyi, i am still recovering from a niggering strained on my left knee ligament... It hurts when i try to jog or run... haiz...i already been careful on my left knee liao. what a fortnight it has been!

Though the pain is still lingering... i am worried once i take off my shoe... it starts to swell... it happened to me before... haiz...

New Colleague

2007-04-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

A new malay colleague has 'capture' my heart... she is very pretty leh~~~!!! Half Arabic, Malay and Chinese? Not sure... but pretty fair~~~!!! And has those 'next door girl' look... haiz... but dun think have a chance one... who will want an ugly froggy... haiz...

30,000 calls expected

2007-04-26T10:05:00.000+08:00

They got me to extend my contract by 1 week... just to pick up 30, 000 expected calls. OMG!!! On top of that the nature of calls expected are unhappy customers!!! OMG!!!

Dun care doing some stunts! lolz. My last day will be Tuesday not Wednesday i dun care...

Spider-Man 3~~~!!! Cant Wait!!!

2007-04-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

Spider-Man 3 is finally coming to Singapore. I simply cant wait to watch this movie, for all the action-packed that the movie is, the Spider-Man movies so far have a human touch, something a person can relate to. And my brother has booked his tickets~~~~!!! OMG!!!

Finally my favourite character, Venom will be unleashed in this Spider-Man movie. Somehow, I think i will e disappointed in the character Venom, because I am such a huge fan of it... How i wish one day, I could be like him... hahaha! Though Venom is an arch enemy of Spider-Man, Venom has evolved to person that also cares for the person that he loves, alas, i dun think this side be shown as it is in the comics.

This sequel will be by far the most interesting movie yet due to Spidey getting newfound powers with the 'alien costume'. A show worth watching over and over. lolz.

Till then, the greatest battles lies within.

PS: Geo, I am watching this movie with you, I believe we will have much to talk after this movie. Hahaha! (So I am booking u hor!!!) If I am not wrong, so far, we watched both Spider-Man 1 and 2 movies together leh. We just have to do watch it together again with CW. CW will definitely asked a lot of qns. Hahaha.

Princess 'N' - A Chance that Froggy Missed

2007-04-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

Dear Readers, welcome to the 6th edition of the Froggy Tales. Today is abt a special princess, Princess 'N'.. and here is how the story goes...pls enjoy

Froggy happened to meet Princess 'N' thru' his CCA club. But what Princess 'N' did not know was that Froggy somehow could feel that Princess 'N' was a special person and had the feeling of falling in love at first sight was very much similiar to Princess 'S'.

Froggy wanted to be close to Princess 'N' but always felt himself inferior due to his poor command of his own mother tongue and Princess 'N' has a very strong command of the mother tongue. Sensing, that she was special, Froggy decided to groom her by giving advices and guidance in the CCA club that they were. As such, close friendship was bond with Froggy almost sms-ing Princess 'N' everyday and Princess 'N' will also at times sms Froggy first. Froggy was beginning to fall in love deeper with Princess 'N'. Princess 'N' was also 4 years younger but was ideally the girl that Froggy dreams of... very caring, cute, pretty, had a sense of humour and surprisingly the same race as him. But Froggy felt that he was not that gd enough for her...

Froggy nv had the courage to tell her that he likes her. He wanted to tell her but waited waited and waited. Then Froggy had to go for millitary training but they still keep in contact. Den, one day, Princess 'N' asked to meet Froggy alone, Froggy sensed something wrong but was going to use this opportunity to tell her his feelings abt Princess 'N'. Den when they met, Princess 'N' confided to Froggy that she was already in a relationship with another Prince. Froggy's heart shattered in pieces and was very sad. Heart pain...

Froggy being quite a good actor, instead lent Princess 'N' his listening ears and gave sound advices to her abt her relationship with the Prince. This happened a lot as Princess 'N' will seek advice from Froggy from time to time. During these times, Froggy was so tempted to tell Princess 'N' how much he liked her and would definitely treat her better than her prince and to leave the prince and go with him (Froggy). This was always at the back of his head. But by doing so, Froggy was afraid that he might lose Princess 'N' and he did not want a situation that Princess 'N' had to choose and thus getting hurt if she were unable to choose. Thus, Froggy quietly admiring her, listen to her and gave her sound advices. As such, Princess 'N' and her prince relationship fostered with every advice given. At times, Froggy would accompanied her going out with her alone but was not sure if it was a 'test' by Princess 'N'... if it was, Froggy would have failed cos' Froggy was acting a bit weird and quiet.

Though Froggy was happy for Princess 'N', he was very actually sad and really hopes that he was the Prince. There was one instance where Princess 'N' told Froggy that she had the most romantic dream and Froggy was in that dream. And it ended with Froggy giving a kiss to her forehead. To her, it was the most romantic dream. Froggy, nonetheless, felt honoured but there was nothing much he can do.. Break their relationship...? if so... Froggy would done so by telling Princess 'N' a long time ago that the prince was really not worth it instead of siding up with the Prince and coming up with excuses to make the prince look good. Stupid Froggy?? Haiz... Froggy seems to nv fight for his happiness...

Somehow one day via online, Froggy told Princess 'N' that he actually liked her. And told her during those times, he was still holding a torch for her. Princess 'N' was very touched! Froggy asked Princess 'N' if instead of the Prince who asked her first but if it was Froggy who asked first, would Froggy be the prince who she loved now? Princess 'N' replied... Maybe it could be different. Froggy told her that all the while he was caring a torch for Princess 'N'... Princess 'N' was very very touched and told Froggy that he was a true friend and a friend she would like to be forever. She also thanked Froggy for what he done and told him that if she was Froggy, she might not be as as strong as Froggy. The truth is, Froggy was nv that strong but the thought of seeing Princess 'N' being heartbroken would make Froggy's heart more heartbroken in pieces...

She told Froggy that she also like Froggy but told Froggy that girls cant wait all the time... Froggy understood... he had let a gd chance go by him...Poor Froggy...

BORED~~~!!!

2007-04-20T12:26:00.000+08:00

I AM BORED~~~!!! NEED TO GO OUT~~~!!! SIAN ULTRA SIAN~~~!!!

Update on Knee

2007-04-20T12:18:00.000+08:00

It is feeling much better. Should be able to run and jog without any niggering pains, hopefully tomorrow :)

Work is Almost Done

2007-04-20T09:01:00.000+08:00

Was infd by my manager yesterday that the project will be ending next week. FINALLY, the time has come. I have been rotting in this call centre. Actually did not want to take up the offer but somehow i took up. Also along the way, wanted to quit but it would not be nice. I am not a QUITTER!!!!

Luckily, a friend of mine has a lobang and is arranging for me to work at NUS. Pay is low but it is ok considering i have some bridging courses to attend and I need to find a part time job in the meantime. It will be very near to the university i am studying (SIM) and definitely my home... so travelling time is shorter... been waking up like 6am and reaching office before 8am on morning shifts.

Times passes by so fast, it has been almost 2.5mths in this job. Cant believe i am taking a degree which is more or less in the same field. Any universities offering Events Management? haiz...

dicapio@play

Happy~~~!!!

4hrs BREAK!!!! haiz

Waiting...

Been such a long time....

Blading at ECP last Sunday

FINALLY!!!

Badminton with Wee Yen

packed schedule again~~~!!!

Updates

Old times with Princess S

What I have decided

April's Fool Day = My Younger Brother's Bday

Reflections

Prata Session again! Woot!

Di Yi Ci and Tong Hua English Translations. hehehe

Rain rain go away, come again another day...

W change the World :)

Badminton. Finally!!! lolz

*Studyin time for me*

feeling down...

CNY Gathering with NS and Rotaract friends

Playing with the Air!!

Happy Valentine's Day

Updates

left knee still hurts... haiz

tired...

Bday Jog ><

Thanks for the Birthday wishes~~~!!!

Cakes!!!! My favourite

1st posting of the Year~~~!!!

Happy New Year~~~!!!!

124,134, 102,132 Bowling!!!! WOOT

Lost Princess..............................

Club Christmas Gathering~~~!!!

Christmas Party with Bearz Part 2

Christmas Party with IMH/Orchard outing

Bearz Christmas Gathering~~~!!!

Bearz Christmas Party~~~!!!

Badminton Sessions are back!!!

The Hero

Losing hope...

Happy 1 Year Friendship Anniversary!!!!

Walk, walk, and walk

A GAME OF LOVE

Wedding songs~~~~!!!

Cant sleep....

body aching....

Lunch with Meow Meow

'Halal' friend lolz

Will Miss You, Yogi~~~!!! Burnt Kangaroo~~~!!!

A Walk Down Memory Lane

Met up with Princess S

3 days of FOOD, FOOD and FRIENDS~~~!!!

My shedule for weeks to come

Supper again~~!!

Music of My Heart :)

10mins talk

Rotaract Rotaract Rotaract LOL

Dinner at S-11/Supper at Mac

Mind is Made Up

Off to jogging

Blading @ East Coast Park

881 - Nice movie!!!

24 Donuts and 1 Cake

No more night classes. Yahoo!!

Soulmates....?

Bearz Outing~~~!!! Woot!!

Ms Blue Came and Visit me...

Schedule for this week

What a Day~~~!!! ><

cant get her out of mind...

Letting go...

Hungry~~~!!!

Transformers

Hp sent for repair...

Finally it's Over...

Late Nights

Classes

NS Interview

Studyin time for me

Will Miss You, Yogi~!!! Burnt Kangaroo~!!!