Soulmates....?

A few days ago, Princess S and I had a conversation... was feeling a bit down and i missed a particular person so bad... haiz... this is going to be tough for me... but after talking to Princess S, i felt much much better. Thanks Princess S~~~!!!

This is the conversation:

dicapio says: but the time spent with her was sooooo special
princess S says: well.. at least cherish that
princess S says: and if u can't have her for anything else
princess S says: have her as a soulmate

dicapio says: isnt soulmate is someone that u love? as in that person is the one for u
princess S says: no
princess S says: a soulmate is someone whom u have shared so much with
princess S says: but u guys don't necessarily have to be together
princess S says: to me a soulmate is someone who cares and loves for u
princess S says: and has made sacrifices for u
princess S says: but because of circumstances
princess S says: u guys can't be together
princess S says: but in each other's heart
princess S says: u guys have a special little place for one another that no one can touch

an interesting interpretation of soulmates... mine is different though. At times, I envy those ppl who are persistent in their efforts in Love. One extreme person is Mr Ant but despite the other party constant refusal saying no cos' of no chemistry and feelings, Mr Ant nv gives up.

On the other hand, I am different... if a person says no.... i will just run away and hide. Its not that i like to dwell in the past... its just that there is an emptiness in my heart, a big one, since she is 'gone'. I say to myself to let go... but its very hard... at times, i really wonder whether not to let go.

I really enjoy my times with her... and with the situation now, i will cherish it even more, i wun show it, but quietly i am. As she always 'says' at times, the feelings no need to be felt but it can be felt in the heart.

I hope i dun make her feel sad by reading this entry.... so many things have happened and somehow at times, i feel i am at fault too. This entry is not to make u feel sad, my dear friend, just that i want to blog away my feelings. Pls dun be sad... as I always say. to you on my first advice and subsequent ones.. if you are sad, I am also sad...