Happy New Year 2007~~~!!!

Yr 2006 has been one 'wicked' year. but having said so, I have made some newfound friends and one dear who was my 'partner in crimes.'

Thus, would like to make some wishes for my dear friends in the year 2007.

1. Bearz: May our friendship be as strong as ever. Also may I wish ourselves a better 2007 ahead esp with all the 'bad' luck that we had in 2006.
2. Sayang: May you and your bf be as stable as now. Take care my dear friend, I will still be ur listening ear as always.
3. Sadako: Keep healthy as always and may u find ur Prince Charming. I will also try to 'protect' this special girl who i always hold dear to my heart.
4. To my favourite Dear (I am trying to refrain myself from calling u that 'A' word) wishing u a blessful romance year and may ur Prince Charming come and rescue u from your 'ordeals'. Hahaha :)
5. To my newfound friends: Amp, Hwa, Tan, Som, Puii, Fern and Hope, hope to meet you all next year. Will try to visit you guys. Miss you guys~~~!!!
6. To all my friends: Wishing u all the best in whatever u do. Let's keep in touch the friendship that we had. Without u all, I could not been the person I am now. I hope i made a difference in your lives too.
7. To myself: This one is a secret. But I think Dear should know this. I hope it will come true.

Cheers guys~~~!!! 28mins more to Yr 2007. Make ur wishes now~~~!!!

A Special Little Girl in My Life - Nurul

Today was suppose to meet up the Bearz for a karaoke session but I was unable to make it due to Rotaract commitments.

For the past 6 weeks, I have been giving tutions to a special little girl, Nurul. Despite suffering from cerebral palsy, she is definitely a cheerful and energetic girl. A 'joint project' between RAC Singapore West and Spastics Children Homes during the Nov-Dec Holidays where volunteers commit themselves in giving these special children tuitions in their studies. This was also a great way for these children to interact with 'strangers' so as to build their self-esteem and confidence in interacting people of different walks of life.

For those who are not aware of this illness, below is an extract taken from their website: www.spastic.org.sg. Feel free to look at their website for more info too. :)

"Cerebral Palsy is an inclusive term used to describe a group of non-progressive disorders occurring in young children in which damage to the brain causes impairment of motor function. The degree of the disabilities ranges from extreme tightness or looseness of the muscles of the body, improper head, shoulder or hip control to slight speech impairment. It is not curable. This can happen before or during birth or some illness or injury of the child early in life."

Today was the last session for me to give tuition to Nurul before school starts. As usual, the session started with Nurul doing the home assignments provided by the home. As usual, being her active self, she will ask for the library books that i borrowed from the library and 'story-telling' will be begin from there. I was pretty nervous when it was my first session but managed to find some great storybooks which Nurul enjoy. Eversince that, I made a point to borrow story books so as to make the session interactive and serves as her 'reward' after doing her home assignments. Soon it was time to bid farewell to this special friend of mine

I will definitely miss her smiles, giggles and ocassionally tantrums that she will throw at me. Every session was memorable in their own way and I will definitely miss this special girl. Definitely a gd way to spent my holidays in a meaningful way this. I just hope that i had make a difference in her life.

Take care my dear little girl. :)

Who Will Love Such a Person Like Me... Only A Stupid Girl..

Slept at 4am yesterday.

Was baring my feelings to a special person in my life. Tears rolled down my cheeks as i cuddle up on my bed, thinking of her... soon after i fell asleep. Somehow, the title which was my MSN nick, sparked the reason for baring my feelings to her.

Sayang, is a special girl in my life, cheering me up when I am feeling down and with the constant smses, we became very close. Never did i thought that she could replace, Sadoko, a girl who I had a major crush during my secondary school days.

I wanted so much to tell her that I love her but was afraid to lose a very gd friend. In fact, she meant more than that. Shortly, another guy enter her life.

Despite being crushed when she first told me abt it, I continued to give her advices in her relationships whenever she was feeling down abt her relationships. Wanted so much to tell her to break up with her bf and confess my feelings to her... but I am not such a person... Nonetheless, secretly while giving her advices, this friend of her's just tolerate the pain of his unconfessed love and continued to support her, knowing that her happiness is much important. Now, she and her bf are stable.

As I told her that I still had feelings for her, she replied it was sweet of me. Then, she told me that had I been the one confessing my love to her first, I could be her bf. Yet again, I was crushed knowing that I missed a golden opportunity but knowing that she love me at that moment was the 'cushion' that I needed to bounce back.

For now, this friend of her's can only guide his Sayang and continue to give his support whenever needed. Yes, Sayang, you will always be close to my heart forever.

Love you, Sayang . :)

Thanks Dear (Still thinking of a nick for my dear auntie... hehehe. :P) and Boo Bear for comforting me. Love you too, always~~~~!!! :)

P.S Sayang, if for some reason that I give u read my blog, that would mean that I would recover completely from this 'relationship'. You are very important in my life. And I don't want you to know that I love you more than what u imagine. It will definitely 'ruin' our future meetings.